Music Sounds Better With You.

.Shower

James Maslow as Sam

I wasn't on my feet very much so that's good. Yesterday I had my checkup, and my doctor said all is looking well. 6 more weeks and I should be fine. But it's been hard. Me being with Justin alone for a week has been interesting to say the least. He's very attractive and it's not helping. But he has been cooking me food. I only go to one class a day, but differemt every day. Yesterday I had french and I was with Justin. All throughout the class kids kept staring at me. And now I have a huge gash on my head. Let me tell you about it.

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Flashback: 

"Mr. Gonzalez donne-moi tes devoirs." (Mr. Gonzalez give me your homework)

"Je n'ai pas dem es devoirs parce que je n'ai pas à le faire." (I do not have my homework because I do not have to do it.)

I heard someone snicker, "Lies.", as Madame Deveuax walked back to her desk

"Excuse Moi. Madame. Puis-je aller aux toilettes sil te plaît."(Excuse me Madame. Can I please go to the bathroom.)

"Oui. Va si."(Yes. Go ahead.)

I got up to go to the bathroom as I felt peoplelike staring daggers in my back.

After I washed my hands the bathroom door opened. Nick and his friends appeared beside and behind me.

"Well isn't it the gay turd."

"What do you want?", I tried to back up but I felt a pair of hands grab my shoulders.

"Can't escape huh gay boy."

"What do you want.", I repeated.

"Oh nothing."

"Good then I can go.", I tried to remove myself but the guy behind me squeezed me tighter. I felt myself get picked up so that I was face-to-face with Nick.

"Oh no. No. No. You are going to do me a favor. "

I gulped, "What is that?"

"Break up with Justin."

"Why would I do that?"

"Because I want you to."

"Well why?"

"I just do."

"Well I won't."

"Excuse me."

"I won't leave him."

"And why not."

"Because I love him."

He slapped me.

"No you don't."

"Yes I do." 

"But you don't." 

"But I do." 

Because I was still being held by one of his friends he got close to my face. He used his left hand to bring my neck to him. With gritted teeth. "If you say you do again, I swear to God I will..."

"Will what. Huh. You can't hurt me."

"Wanna bet."

"You can hurt me physically but not verbally, or mentally, or emotionally or spirtiually. So go ahead do whatever you want.",

"You asked for it. Sam?", I guess I kinda did asked for it. 

The tall boy who was holding me, dropped me only to pick me up and bang my head against the sink. I felt blood running down my face because I started to taste it. Sam, Nick and the other 3 guys just laughed and left me there. I sat on the floor of the bathroom until I heard the door open. 

"X!"

Justin appeared over me.

"Justin?"

"What happened?"

'Nick, Sam. Sink. Uh."

"Come on."

"Leave me here." 

"I won't do that." 

"Please."

"No. I won't. Felix I love you.",that was last thing I heard before I blacked out.

Flashback Ended:

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As I laid on Justin's bed I heard steps approaching. I turned seeing Justin shirtless. 

"Where's your shirt? Wait where are your pants?"

"It got hot up there. I do have boxers on." 

"I can see that." 

He slowly came towards me. 

"How's your head?"

"It feels better."

"Then I can go away."

"What are you talking about?"

"I was going to make you feel better. But I guess you don't need that.", he started to walk away.

"No. Stay." 

"You don't need me."

"Please stay with me."

"Why?"

"I'll be lonely with out you."

"Ok then."

Justin crawled up on the bed with me. 

"Why hello Justin."

"Hello Felix."

"Why are you so close Justin."

"Because I love you."

"That's sweet. I love you too."

He inched his way closer to kiss my forehead, "You'll get better. I promise."

I leaned up to kiss him making him capture my lips. He bit my lip, making me gasp allowing his snake tongue to maneuver around. I grabbed each of his biceps to steady myself. He had one hand on the bed and one hand on my bare chest. He flipped us so he was below me. 

2 hours later :

When I awoke Justin had somehow ended up on the floor.

"Justin?"

"Yes X?"

"Are you awake?"

"Well I am now?"

"Oh right."

Justin tried to get up but he was sore, for many reasons. One is because he fell on the floor. Two because of me, I don't like staying still. It was difficult.

"I'm gonna go take a shower."

"I'll come with you."

"If you do that I won't actually be able to shower."

"Right. Ok. Go ahead and shower."

"Well thank you for the permission to shower in my own home."

"Your welcome."

I turned over facing the wall so that all I heard was the shower. I should probably take a shower too. I feel sticky. Eh. I'll do that after Justin.