Sleepless nights { Riren }

Embarassment

A/N: IM ALIVE .. sort of

Well well well,
Soooo I've seen a lot of people requesting a new update ... so sorrrrryyy I've been in active for this story for so long

To tell you guys i haven't even been on this app for almost a year or even months soooo im sowwwwwy ):

{Eren}

I woke up to my own thoughts and headaches, i checked the time and it's 2am in the morning, oh my.

I started thinking about how and when did I start having these nightmares of captain Levi doing 'that' to me, are they really nightmares or are they just fantasies at how I want captain Levi to be with me.

'Haha yea right'

I try to go back to sleep when my thoughts sworn over my head again and I soon remember what I did yesterday to my best friend armin.

"Oh god how am I going to face him" I started biting my nails uncontrollably.

"With your face you idiot...and quite biting your nails, you're going to end up transforming into a titan, by how fragile you're"

'Huh?? Isn't that?'

They face towards the light making me see their face more clearly.

"Captain Levi!! I .. I umm.......what are you doing.....h-here?"

"Someone has to watch you, especially tonight" he then started opening the gate door with his keys.

"Maybe it will be my last night with you .." muttered levi

"What did you say captain? and what's happening tonight?"

"Nothing and because tonight is when the dose hanji gave you will wear off, but theirs something that's going to happen once it does" he starts getting closer to me.

"W-whats going to happen?" I suddenly felt scared, I saw him carrying something.

"Well since she's such a psycho and wanted you in her fantasies, this will be your last heat and having to say your thoughts out loud, for it to be completely gone.....you'll have to do a specific task"

"W-which is..?" I gulped fearing for my life since he was here.

He held onto my chin and made me face him.

"You'll have to ......"

"Ejaculate a lot ..." he chuckled saying softly in my ear while slightly kissing my cheek.  I looked at him wide eyes to see if it was some kind of dirty joke, but nothing.

'Well captain levi isn't much of a joker, but this has to be a joke.'

He then showed me a lot of tissues and some sort of liquid bottle.

"It's not a joke jeager..."

I gulped.. 'wait can't I just relieve this on my own? If I really have to do it'

"No you can't , you have to be supervised so I know the ejaculation is complete"

'That's nonsense!'
Oops, I cover my mouth realizing it still hasn't wore out so I have to keep my thoughts in check.

"B-but captain..." I just couldn't look at him straight in the eye so I buried my face onto the pillows.

"Jeager don't be modest, if you're dreaming about me already it can't be that bad.." he chuckled.

What captain said really made me...

SNAP

"No caption, I've always respected you and looked
up to you, but how you're in my nightmares is not how you're in real life.  Haven't you yourself told me that before that that's not you, that's a fake levi and he is so much more different than you.  That I shouldn't be scared of him once the nightmare starts, better yet to pick a fight then letting him control me.  That I shouldn't let no one treat me that way .."

I couldn't keep going even if I tried because his face said it all.

"Fine, if you're so saying he's not like me then why the fuck are you still frightened of me... eren."

I just looked at him once again scared, 'he's not entirely wrong'.... I may have started having feelings for him then why am I scared....he started walking towards me, and I held my ground not walking back from him and let him come at me.

By the time he was right in front of me I couldn't get my head up.

"Eren... look at me"

I stayed quiet, looking at the floor, I felt my hands getting sweaty and my legs started shaking. I slowly started looking up at him and he looked displeased.

I was about to put my head back down when he grabbed my chin facing him.

"Eren... how do you see me right now.."

"W-what do you mean captain...."

"How do you see me right now!" He said it louder making me whimper.

"I see you as my captain nothing more! As my superior who I should follow and always obey!"

"Do you still fear me.."

"I... I ..." he grabbed my shirt forcefully and pushed me against the wall.

I felt myself starting to cry.

"Do you still fear me.." he repeated the same thing.

"I .... I.... d-do..."

'I can't do it I can't bring myself to'

I then felt him push me one more time onto the wall.

"Huh? Aren't you going to do anything jeager..."

He continued pushing me and shoving me.  I then felt him do something I never thought he would.

He started hugging me.

I couldn't help but start crying and hugging him so tightly. I don't know how long I was crying on his shoulder and I'm pretty sure he must think of me as gross.

"Eren..."

His voice was so soft, I then felt him wipe my tears away and kiss my cheek.

"Listen, like you just said he's nothing like me and is just a fake levi. He's nothing more than just a nightmare in your head. So why? Why be frightened by something that's not true... please look at me eren"

I look at him and couldn't help but smile and still let tears fall down my cheeks.

I felt him hug me one last time and then felt something uneasy.

"Ow!"

He bit my neck.

"Captain why did you..?"

"It's just a small mark eren relax, just letting know people you're mine.."

"Y-yours??!"

"What? you're going to tell me you're not fond of me.."

I started blushing like crazy.

"N-no no I do! I do! ... but isn't it bad because you're my superior and I'm a stud-"

He ended up kissing me in the mouth and it felt so good finally having the real lips of levi on my own.

He then grabbed the back of my neck and put me slightly more down, I couldn't help but chuckle because he's doing tippy toes.

He pulled away from me with a stern look on his face.

"Shut it jeager, and about what you said earlier, we'll just keep it to ourselves alright .."

I still felt my cheeks blushing crimson red,
"a-alright levi" I smiling like a dork.

"Oh, one more thing Eren.." he turned me around and grabbed my cheeks forcing me to face him.

"Don't be scared of me anymore eren, you'll regret it..."

"Huh?" I was quite confused at what he was trying to instigate. I am slightly still frightened of him, but what would I regret?

A/N: Soooooooo yeaa.

Keep reading for future disappointments