𝐒𝐮𝐩𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐩𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐫 // Spiderson & Irondad

𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒏

Super Spider - Chapter Thirteen
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𝐈 𝐃𝐈𝐃 𝐈𝐓 𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔...

Peter looked down at those words he wrote, he studied it closely then scribble over the top so that you could barely see it. He could make out most of the letters but not all. He wrote on the page again.

I didn't know what I was doing, I didn't want people to tell Mr. Stark about my problems. He handed the page to Loki and he examined it. Little did Peter know that Loki could see what he wrote under the scribblings.

"If he doesn't worry about you, you will know that he doesn't care. But Tony worrys about you, he cares for you and loves you dearly" Loki looked down at the paper, seeing the words under the scribblings, it was his fault, his fault he almost killed himself. His fault that he thinks no one cares. He needed to change his mind... but how?

Peter got the paper back in his hands and wrote once again. How did you find me? Handing the page back.

"I was looking for you, I went into you room to see something purely devastating. I panicked and didn't know what to do" if someone you loved was on the ground almost lifeless you would too. He tried to get the image out of his head but unfortunately failed multiple times. Because of his previous wounds his blood poured mkre than it should of.

He continued to write Mr. Loki are you still mad at me? He double checked his writing then hesitantly gave it to the Prince.

"No, not at all. Why in the world would I be mad at you?" He asked looking at Peter dead straight in the eye. Peter swallowed bracing himself.

"Becau-se" he hiccuped. "You-u looked mad-d at meeee last-t time I-I saw you" he tried to croak out letting the words rumble and stutter.

"I wasn't mad, just disappointed" he sat next to Peter on his bed and ruffled his hair. "I thought you would tell me everything that happens to you... and I felt betrayed" tear pickled at the corners of Peter's eyes but he didn't want them to flow down the river stream, not yet at least.

"I will from now on" the tears spilled, he was unable to control them and hugged Loki. "Please don't ever be disappointed in me again" he cryed on the wizards shoulder feeling comfort in the least expected person.

"I can't make no promises, but I'll try" they released from the hug and Peter could sense eyes on him. He looked up at the door and saw that it was opened, he was able to see all of his family, Tony, Steve and Bruce having tears in their eyes while Natasha, Thor, Wanda and Vision watching with adoring eyes. Behind the Avengers he could see his Aunt May. he needed to see her but waited for the others to leave first.

"Brother, I didn't know you could be so caring" Thor was a mess. He had tears rolling down his eyes, which was getting his shirt wet, the ice cream he was holding had melted and the cone was crushed by his frim grip.

"Shut it, all I'll tell father what you did" Loki didn't know what Thor had or hadn't done but he always has committed a wrong doing. He smirked when he saw Thor straighten in his spot and coughed to make himself more serious. He had a glint in his eyes that said 'please don't tell father, he would kill me' that boy always gets himself into trouble.

Peter laughed at their brotherly love, hugging Loki again. "Please make this moment last" he prayed into Loki's dark hair. Loki smiled, hearing his every word.

"It will" he whispered back.

"Can I see him?" Peter could hear the voice of May. He smiled, he had missed her.

"MAY!" Peter practically screamed.

"PETER!" she screamed back laughing at their joke. "I missed you so much!" May smiled taking a sharp breath. "I thought I lost you too" Loki shifted away from the auntie and nephew, giving them their moment.

"You won't lose me. You can't get rid of me that quickly" he looked up at May to see that she also had grey hairs from stress and wrinkles from nervousness.

"I won't" she repeated. "It took me a while to process what was happening, when the Avengers said that you had lost a lot of blood and passed out I couldn't sleep... I spent days thinking of you and missed you every second." She smiled seeing him alive. "You're not dead" she whispered smiling softly once again.

"Y'know I'm still here! I want to see him too" he could recognise that voice anywhere. It was Shuri, she was still here? "Peterrrrrrr" she said grabbing onto his arms and shaking him. "You're alive!! I thought you died" she said still shaking his body making him feel sick.

"S-Stoppp, Shuriiiii-i" he tried to get out through his giggles. "Missed you too" he laughed.

"Yeah, yeah, yeah" Shuri stopped shaking him and sat on the bed next to Peter and across from May. "Please don't do that to us" she slapped his on the arm. "We were worried sick" Shuri moved closer and closer to his ear and whisper-yelled. "Did you tell you know who?" She took a glance toward Tony looking at them confused.

"No, not yet. Shh" he placed a hand to his lips motioning to Shuri. "I don't want to yet" he yelled back.

"Why you angry?" She said in a horrible American accent. Peter laughed sarcastically. "It's all your fault, now I have to fix your wounds again" she covered her mouth realising what she had just said. "And I oop-". Steve being the old man that Peter knew looked between Shuri and Peter confused.

"Old people these days" Peter laughed, causing Shuri to giggle too.

"Tell me about it" Shuri replied.

"What did you say about healing his wounds again?" Tony yelled, looking Shuri dead in the eye.

"Nothing" she mumbled feeling small under the mans stares.

"TELL ME" he yelled making her feel even smaller.

"Don't shout at her" Peter spoke up feeling all eyes on him now.

"Then tell me" Tony demanded, he tried to lower his voice, key word being 'tried'.

"It's not my secret to tell" Shuri stood up from the bed trying to make herself feel intimidating towards the angry man.

"Then who's secret?" Tony looked at Loki standing near the door frame. He shook his head.

"Is this about.... the thing you said?" Loki faced Peter who was nodding staring at the ground. "Ohh this one, I better stay this is going to get interesting..." he smirked.

"Peter, what is it about?" May's calm voice was the only thing he could hear over the shouts.

"I haven't told you" he didn't want to look at her face, he felt ashamed for not telling her. He could feel her warm chocoate eyes look at him with concern. Her lips smile softly and eyebrows furrow in confusion.

"You don't need to" May forced Peter to look at her in her eyes and see the truth she told. "I love you no matter what... and if your not ready to say anything to me then don't" the shouts in the background were reduced as everyone faced the to people speaking softly. "Everything will be fine, if you have any trouble dealing with whatever it is, tell me and I'll help in the best way tha I can, but I know you are strong enough, smart enough and will work hard enough to fix it" she could feel Peter glaze at her with astonishment, he was the luckiest person alive to have an aunt like this. What did I do to deserve her? He thought.

He leaned into her, smiling. "I'll tell you, just don't get mad, ok?" He spoke softly into her ear.

"I promise"