your effect on me // jenzie

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After Mackenzie went through Instagram and posted she decided to start getting ready for school.

She opened her closet and looked at it for a good 12 minutes. She took a deep breath and looked at herself in the mirror. 'Im fat and my body's ugly' she thought to herself and took an oversized hoodie and picked some black jeans and wore her outfit. She tried covering her body but not making it obvious at the same time.

After Mackenzie finished her make-up she tied her hair in a high ponytail and grabbed her bag that was laying on her bedroom floor and rushed downstairs.

"Have something for breakfast before you go" Mackenzies mother said. She shook her head "Im not hungry mom" Shed nodded understanding. Maddie grabbed her keys and they both hopped into her car and she drove them to school. She didn't eat a thing that day. Mackenzie got weird looks from people 'They can still see my body I guess' she thought. She was wrong she was getting weird looks because it was 30 degrees outside and Mackenzie was wearing a hoodie but that was the last thing on her mind.

She sat in the cafeteria alone on the table with an empty tray infront of her. She thought for a second. What was she doing to herself? She grabbed an apple and took a small bite out of it. Seconds later she found herself throwing up in the girls bathroom with the whole school laughing at her.

Girls made fun of her body, now noticing it. Guys made fun of her actions and her cryings. Tears rolled down her cheeks as she faced the toliet in one of the stalls. Teachers gathered around the halls trying to get the students in class. The school didn't really care, events like this happened often but no Kenzie's accident was different, people kept talking about her and she kept getting bullied about it. It didn't last a couple of hours like the past situatons, all day she got laughs and looks disgusted in her body. She was wearing a big hoodie she was voered up but people twist there imaginations and turn it into something that it's not.

Different theories and thoughts went through everyones minds.

'She ate that much her body cant take food anymore'

'She panicked that her body can't take anymore food'

'That body is the reason no boy likes her'

'I bet shes like 200 pounds ugh disgusting'

'The fat bitch wants attention'

'Is that puke on her jeans?'

She couldn't bother anymore so she walked out of school crying. She texted Maddie telling her she would walk home, she accepted. School drama stays in school. Kenzie was happy about that rule because she did NOT want to talk about it with her mom and sister. When she reached her house she ran upstairs and locked the door. Her phone was filled with messages from the groupchat and Lauren. She had opened the ones lauren sent her. She wanted to simply know what she was doing.

iMessage

Lauren Hey kenzz how are you ?

Lauren Are you @ school

Lauren <3

Kenzie Heyo im back from school wassup?

Lauren nothing much :/