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Maddie Hey kenziooo
Kenzie hey madds
Maddie how are you baby sis?
Kenzie good? why?
Maddie why? Can't I ask how my sister is doing?
Kenzie no, not without a reason
Maddie sorry Mackenzie
Kenzie Huh Maddie what's up?
Maddie I know your going through a hard time with everything and you still can't eat. I promised I would stick by your side every single day and take care of you until your okay,
Kenzie oh Maddie you really don't ne-
Maddie I can't do that right now
Kenzie why?
Maddie I'm going to stay at lilias for a month
Kenzie WHAT? MADDIE I NEED YOU
Maddie I'm sorry Kenzie after my breakup I think I need sometime with my betsfriend yk?
Kenzie NO! NO MADDIE I DONT. I NEVER HAD A BESTFRIEND YOU WERE ALWAYS MY NUMBER 1! I THOUGHT I WAS URS TOO BUT NO LILIAS MORE IMPORTANT. WOW ISNT IT LOVELY BEING YOUR OWN SISTERS SECOND CHOICE, MADDIE I- I- I'm disappointed
Maddie KENZIE KENZIEEE IM SORRY PLS DONT DO THIS TO ME I WISH I HAD TIME WIHT YOU BEFORE I CAME HERE I LOVE YOU I JUST NEED HER SUPPORT RN I LOVE YOU YOUR IMPORTANT TOO MACKENZIE I LOVE YOU
Kenzie If leaving your sister when she's going through a bad time is what you call 'love' ten no thank you fuck off. I was there for you when you told me about your breakup, I hugged you and brought you breakfast every day for a week, talked to you, tried to distract you, walked to school so you could take the car to skip school, covered for you and gave you my affection if thats how your going to repay me- then guess you're better off away from me
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Mackenzie slams her phone on her bed where she was earlier sitting on and walks out of her room and enters Maddies, she found a lot of her cplthes on the floor and a bag next to her closet. She left LA 2 hours ago and went to her bestfriends house that was out of town. There was a book next to the bag. A diary. Maddie still writes in her diary because that's her escape and she feels free she doesn't care if no one her age owns one, she enjoys writing about her life and thoughts. Mackenzie took it knowing exactly it was opened it up and there it was:
...<3...
Tomorrow I'm going to stay at my best friends house that is placed out of LA for a whole month. I'm leaving back my sister which I'm not happy about but my life comes first, as much as I love her, I'm going through some stuff myself and I don't really want to feel bad because I was taking care of her, if I leave her I'm breaking my promise I made her but if I cry myself too sleep I have broke a promise I made myself.
To never let a guy control my life and emotions and I know Mack wants the best for me because I want the best for her. Lilia is a great friend and she understands what I'm going through as much as Kenzie tries to help me, she cant. She never had a boyfriend, she never went through a breakup. But while saying this I understood that maybe I can't help her with her problem because I haven't gone through it. She needs someone to help her that understand her as much as lilia understands me! Maybe there isn't someone that's going through exactly like her but- YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN OOF okay I think she'll understand. She always does, and if she well doesn't it's oay. I wouldn't either so... but I love her more than I'll ever love anyone. She's my biggest priority but I guess in this case I come first . This sounds extremely selfish but I hope I made the right decision, because my sister is my life and if I hurt her in anyways I'l die inside and ever forgive myself, well I still haven't forgotten myself for calling her fat and basically causing all this if this adds up I'll nevrr be able to move on, she's my whole entire life!
...<3...
Tears roll down Mackenzies eyes and she runs to her room, unblocks Maddie and quickly apologized to her with a text, Maddie's glad Kenzie forgave her, and Kenzie understand that she can't help Maddie and Maddie can't help her- and then suddenly she remembers Maddies words 'She needs someone to help her that understands her as much as Lilia understands me! Maybe there isn't someone that's going through something exactly like her but- you know what I mean.' She reflected for a moment.
"JOHNNY" Mackenzie yells
"Who's Johnny?" A familiar voice asks. "Oh hey mom. He's my friend." Mellisa smiles. "And why did you urgently have the need to shout his name?" she says giggling. "Um, well I need to call him" says Mackenzie slightly blushing. "Why don't you just meet him somewhere it's easier than talking on the phone" Says Mellisa obviously clueless about him and his location. "If you could buy me a flight to Canada I would" Her mom gives her a questioning look. "Okay Mom look, I have a bunch of internet friend that I talk to all day. Lauren, Johnny's sister, is actually my best friend and well me and John are pretty close too but they are 7-8 more people I talk to and their my closest friends. They all live in different places, but we Face-time when we can. Here now you know. NOW can I go call Johnny?" Mackenzie tells her mom. She smiles happy about the fact her daughter has friends and nods her head yes.
"No John I told you, can't eat right now."
"Why not?"
"I dont know maybe BECAUSE ILL THROW UP"
"Oh shit yeah you're right, sorry. But please eat something, anything, a little piece I can't stand the facts you haven'r eaten for 2 weeks"
"I'm sorry! John, I'm trying I cant"
"Well how's school?"
"Still hating it, people are still calling me fact and yet all guys look at me disgusted... um yeah PERFECT I would say! Kenzie responded sarcastically.
"Kenz I'm sorry you're going through this, alone" Hey says 'alone' and pauses with a frown.
"Whtas up?" Asked Mackenzie "oh um nothing" he responded
"I just wanted to be there right now but I can't"
"Thanks but, even if you COULD I wouldn't want you too, you have your own shit going on"
"I would come to you even if I'm working on the words biggest project" he says laughing
"Your and idiot Orlando" Mackenzie responded and they both start laughing.
"I have to go now babe talk to you later"
"wait babe?" she says confused.
"uM i meant uM kenz ya by" He says and hang up.
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