My Crush Is A Pornstar?!

CHAPTER 3: Stop It Harper!!

HARPER

I couldn't believe he was here. I never thought that I would run into him again. I mean, sure it's been two years and everything but still, seems like the 'incident' when we first met each other happened fairly recent.

Strip monopoly was interesting to say the least. Although I was surprised and yet happy when I landed on Zachary's property and he asked me to remove my bra only after noticing the look of panic on my face.

Once the game was over and everyone started going off to do their own thing, I decided I wanted to take a dip in the jacuzzi that was in a dark gazebo type thing. It was inside a wooden dome with dark windows and I definitely liked it because of the privacy.

So I got dressed and as I came downstairs to start heading out, I grabbed myself a water bottle and headed out.

When I opened up the doors, the jacuzzi seemed to be in-use as I saw Zachary sitting in there already with his arms stretched outside on the rim of the spa with his head tilted back.

Damnit, I really was looking forward to having some alone time but I guess I am after all gonna be staying here with other people so, I should be used to this.

"You gonna come in?" He asks.

I hadn't realized I was zoning out until I heard him ask me that.

"Uh, yeah. Sure." I say while closing the doors a little bit, then setting down the towel and trying not to think of my body in what it looks like in the black and red cherries retro looking tankini suit and walk up the steps then start getting in all while repeating in my head, that I hope I didn't slip and embarrass myself by falling.

Thankfully I was able to get in and decided to stay a few feet away from him since that's the furthest I could get from him.

We sat there sharing an awkward moment of silence and I tried hard not to look at him although I could feel a hole burning in the side of my face.

"A small world huh?" He says.

"What?" I asked.

"You and me seeing each other again." He smiles a little.

"I guess." I shrugged.

"You still upset about that night when that girl interrupted us?" He asks.

Wow he really is forward isn't he?

"No. That was two years ago and besides, it was just a one time thing. We both were not in our right minds." I tell him.

"Well just so you know, she was a date I brought but wasn't my girlfriend." He assures me.

"Okay. I honestly don't care." I tell him.

"How about you and your boyfriend?" He asks me.

"I don't have one." I reply.

"Really?!" He asks while nodding.

"Yep." I say while popping the 'p'.

"So how long are you staying here for?"

"I'm not sure yet. Yourself?" I ask just trying to have a normal conversation.

"A few months. In fact, I helping out Chris and Louise with their production company and maybe doing some videos." He shares.

"That's cool." I say.

We sit there for a few more moments not saying anything or talking and then I start to close my eyes and relax when I hear through the sounds of the bubbles, the sound of water moving and when I open my eyes, I start to feel a hand on my leg.

Startled, I jump a little and look to see Zachary sitting next to me looking out the corner of his eye at me and I just sit there frozen.

Why aren't I removing his hand? Do I even want him to? No, I don't think I do. Suddenly I begin to fantasize about that night we first met and I felt myself getting turned on while closing my eyes. Then I opened up my eyes and looked at him.

"Um..." Was all I could manage to say in that moment.

"I'm sorry. I just, seeing you again, makes me think about that night and how bad I wanted you." He tells me.

"Really? You wanted me?" I asked surprised for I thought he was high and or drunk because nobody has ever wanted me truly in a sexual way.

Little does he know also that I have seen a lot of his porn videos after I met him that night. My body started feeling tingly along with becoming wet between my legs.

Just the touch of his hand made me want him to take me right here and now. But I can't. I know what he'll do even if we get to removing each other's clothes, I know he'll be just like the rest of the guys I have been with. He will find me disgusting and I don't want to deal with that right now. Besides, I'm not too in to sleeping with someone that I'm not in a relationship with.

Not to mention this is a porn star. I bet he has never been with a curvy girl like me since he's all fit and has a six pack.

"I'm sorry, but I'm feeling a little tired. I'll see you tomorrow." I tell him as I get up and grab my towel then tell him 'goodnight' before heading back into the house.

When I get into the room I'm staying in, I just start crying. I am so stupid and pathetic. Even if he was drunk, I mean, I haven't had sex since before I broke up with Lenny and he is hot. Plus who all can say they have slept with a porn star?! Other than my friends and porn stars.

No, this was for the best, so that nothing got more complicated or nothing. Rest. That's all I need right now. So I take a quick shower and get into my PJ's before getting into bed and thinking before falling asleep about his hand on my leg.

I bet his fingers would have felt amazing inside of me, maybe even his....STOP IT HARPER! I told myself before finally closing my eyes and falling asleep.

The next chapter will be posted soon! :)