My Crush Is A Pornstar?!

CHAPTER 8: What's SHE Doing Here?!?

ZACHARY

It's now been a couple of weeks since I did the two videos and I am surprised that mine and Harpers relationship has come as far as it has.

This girl is amazing and I really meant it when I first had told her that one night that I really do love her.

Never thought falling in love would happen as fast as it has but I'm definitely not complaining. Although, I did notice after the last film we shot, for some reason she seemed to act a little different. So today I had thought about finally saying something and see what's up.

We all were hanging out and having some fun at the cabin throughout most of the day. Then once it got later, I decided to take her out.

So we headed into town and caught a movie as well as some dinner.

While eating, that's when I decided to ask her.

"I've been meaning to ask you, if everything is okay." I mention.

"It's alright. I mean, there has been something that I can't stop thinking about." She says.

"What is it?" I ask.

"At first, I thought I could accept the fact that you were a porn star and everything. But especially after that last film, I, I don't know." She says while looking like she's about to cry.

"I thought you said you were okay with this?" I asked.

Here we go again, was all I could think of because I've been through this bullshit before. Why did I even bother trying to think she would be any different?

"I was. I mean, a part of me is but, you can't blame me at the same time for feeling the way I do. Something about seeing someone I love with somebody else, it's...I don't know." She admits.

"So what are you saying?" I ask her while coming off annoyed.

"I'm not saying what you're thinking. So please calm down." She says.

"Whatever. I'm over it." I tell her annoyed as I next pull out some cash and toss it onto the table.

"Don't be like that. You asked me a question and I'm answering it. Then YOU are the one assuming something that I'm not trying to say." She says.

"Like I said, it's whatever. Let's get back." I then get up and head towards the car.

Wow, this date turned a full 360 degrees in a short amount of time....So much for love too.

We got back to the cabin and I went to the room I was sleeping in originally and started re-thinking several things with the help of a bottle of Jack Daniels that I grabbed from downstairs.

While laying down in bed and after drinking half a bottle, I was looking down at my phone after pulling it out of my pocket as it went off and noticed it was my ex.

I ignored her message at first and then decided to message her back before passing out.

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The Next Day

I woke up with one of the worst hangovers I've had in a long time and grabbed my phone to see what time it was and noticed I had a few messages from Harper apologizing and then from my ex?

When I read my exes text, I suddenly started to remember what happened last night. Fuck why did I act like an ass to Harper? She didn't deserve that. I need to make it up to her.

After reading her messages, I make sure she knows that I am the one that needs to apologize for assuming she was wanting to break up with me when the truth is that I did ask her how she felt. But I want to do it in person, not through text.

However, when I sat up, I was instantly reminded of how bad my head was hurting still. So I slowly tried getting up to head downstairs and try to see of Louise and them had anything I could take, or even to see if we had any beer.

The moment I went downstairs though, that's when I felt the pain in my head get intensified as I saw my ex standing there, laughing and talking with Louise and everyone, including Harper.

Shit! What the fuck is she doing here?!

"Hey Zac." My ex looks at me and smiles.

"Kandi. What are you doing here?" I ask.

"I'm here to shoot a video with you. Louise and them here offered me a contract. What a coincidence right?" She smiles.

I look at Harper with an apologetic look but she quickly turns her head away from me. Why is this happening? And fuck, I need to get something for my head that's pounding even more.

Next chapter will be posted soon! :)

Sorry guys I didn't post for a couple of days, work has been crazy and I was debating of how short of a story I wanted to make this but instead, I decided that I will write more chapters. :):) So enjoy this one and then tomorrow (Thursday) I will post another. :):