My Crush Is A Pornstar?!

CHAPTER 9: Fine, Explain!

HARPER

It was hard for me to sleep last night without wanting to apologize. I mean, maybe I was overreacting just a little bit.

So I ended up waking up early from the already little amount of sleep I got and texted him apologizing.

I knew he was still sleeping and thought maybe I could surprise him in bed with an 'I'm sorry' breakfast.

So I got dressed and started making my way downstairs to cook but came to a complete halt the moment I saw some girl with fake long hair, but still looked beautiful, was a size four maybe and had big fake boobs, leaning over a counter with her ass popping out.

She must be Louise's friend or someone's for her to be here.

"Oh hey." Louise says as she turns and looks at me.

"Good morning." I greet them with a smile.

"Harper this is one of our actresses, Kandi. Kandi, this is my best friend, Harper." She introduces us and gives me a sympathy look. Which I don't know what that's about.

"Nice to meet you." I greet her with a smile and handshake.

"You as well. Louise and them has been telling me you and Zac have become very close." She says sounding rude and jealous.

"Yeah." I reply as I take a seat feeling nervous as though I'm about to get into trouble or something.

"Well, sorry to ruin your fairy tale but him and I are dating and we're going to have a baby soon." She says.

At first, I didn't believe her or didn't want to believe her but then something inside of me felt like maybe she was telling the truth.

I felt sick. But didn't want anyone to notice how affected I was by that remark. I even tried holding back the tears while now understanding why everyone in the room now was giving me a sympathy look.

I began to feel really embarrassed. I'm the only one that's in the dark about this. He lied to me.

Then I heard her say his name as he was standing by the stairs now looking at me, so I quickly look away since I can't bare to look at him right now.

I accidentally let out a sniffle and wipe the tears I feel starting to blur my vision right as they prepare to fall down my face.

"Excuse me, I think allergies has hit me. I'm gonna go and lay down." I excuse myself and head upstairs.

While walking past Zac, I didn't even look at him, I couldn't. I was embarrassed. I let somebody get close to me and got hurt just like always.

While laying in my bed throughout most of the day, I ignored everyone knocking to try and come in to check up on meas I laid on my side, holding a pillow as I cried in it and looked out the window.

How could I have been so stupid?!? My phone then went off indicating that I just got a message. When I look to see who it is, I see it's Zac telling me he wants to talk and that he isn't with her and is sorry, blah blah blah blah blah. But I can't talk to him, I have to think of a way of making sure him and everybody knows that I am not bothered by this. Cause he ain't worth the tears.

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For the next few days, I spent them enjoying the time with my friends Louise, Chris, Serefina, Linkin and of course, Zach and his girlfriend.

At times, it was pretty funny to watch as she was desperately trying to grab his attention by flirting with him but yet, he'd push her away or try and sit somewhere else. To make things more awkward, he would mostly be looking at me and seemed like he was getting annoyed by me ignoring him.

Tonight though I was going to get a break from everybody as they all decided to go out to the club and since I didn't feel like it, I decided to hang back and order some food then watch some movies in my room.

To be honest, I don't mind being alone because I could definitely use some 'ME' time right now.

I had brought the food upstairs and sat on my bed while turning on Netflix. I was really starting to enjoy myself. Then before going to bed I decided I wanted to take a nice long bubble bath along with some candles that Louise told me she had underneath the sink.

I turned on my little portable speaker to play some music and put my hair up before stepping into the nice hot bath with the water and bubbles surrounding me and slid down to where the bubbles hit the top of my shoulders. I then close my eyes and relax.

This feels so amazing that I can't remember the last time I felt this relaxed. Once I felt completely relaxed and noticed I was all pruned up, I got out and wrapped a towel around me before heading into my room.

Though as soon as I opened the door, I was startled as soon as I saw Zac sitting on the side edge of the bed waiting for me.

"Get out." I glare at him.

"I wan't us to talk." He says.

"Well I don't want to. So please get out." I tell him.

"I'm not leaving until you hear what I have to say." He says while standing up and begins making small strides towards me until he gets close enough to put his hands on each side of me locking me between his arms as he holds the door shut.

We look at each other and I can tell in his eyes that he has guilt and plead.

I can't believe I'm gonna agree to this but I guess, here goes nothing.

"Fine." I tell him.

Next chapter will be posted soon! :)