My Crush Is A Pornstar?!

CHAPTER 1: Two Years Earlier....

HARPER

I'm not sure why I even came to this party. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love my best friend Louise and her husband is cool but this kind of a party, I don't know.

They have a big house and I just recently found out months ago that they don't work normal jobs, they are both porn stars and have been for a while. In fact, that's how they met apparently and do their movies together. In fact, tonight they are celebrating their new porn production company and are having all their friends there. Which compared to everybody coming, I am the rare small handful of non-porn star people that will be there. The majority will be porn stars.

Not that I mind or anything. Not even that I have anything against porn stars. In fact, I like a lot of the ones that I've met before cause they were cool and real nice and fun. Which even then, I should have known they were cause they're drop dead gorgeous, mostly petite and have the ideal figures that is perfect for porn.

I sometimes feel like I'm the fattest person there. Then again, I was okay with that because I didn't need to impress anybody because I had my boyfriend, Lenny. He had tattoos and we actually had met at the gym. He's got a little bit of a beer belly but overall is in great shape. I feel so lucky.

At least that's what I thought until these last few months. He seems a little distant and more busy at work lately. We make love but it doesn't last too long at least not unless I cover most of my body up like my fat thighs and stomach. It's always about him in bed and that's okay cause hey, that's how real life men are. Plus, I have a fingers, toys and porn that can always help me out. Plus, I'm glad I can please him.

Anyways, tonight he was picking me up and I decided that since it's a party that will have a lot of hot women there, I decided to have some fun and try to peak his interest tonight by buying a black dress that would maybe make him want me.

So I had loose curls that fell to the middle of my back with my low-lights and dark purple hair and walked out towards his car while doing a catwalk and trying to not break my neck in these heels.

When he looks over and see's me, he is shocked and yet amazed as he looks me up and down and then licks his lips.

"Damn!" He says.

"You like it?" I ask him as I give him a quick kiss on the lips.

"Ugh, babe, you know I hate lipstick on me. Gross." He says in disgust.

"Sorry." I apologize.

"Whatever, let's just go." He says.

I walk to the passenger side door and open it up to get in as he gets into the driver side and as soon as I buckled up I had hoped he'd comment on my recent ten pound weight loss, but no.

I try and fight back the tears and debate if rather or not he's worth it anymore. I feel like no matter what I do to try and turn him on, even with role playing, I seem to not be his type or whatever.

Maybe tonight I can get some tips from some of Louises' friends tonight in what else I can do.

When we finally pulled up, the music was going real loud and as we started walking up the driveway, I tried holding his hand but he refused to hold mine. So I tried to ignore that and as soon as we stepped inside, the place was packed, including out front and out in the back.

I started looking around for Louise and her husband and meanwhile, Lenny left me and wandered off. Which whatever, I'm not too happy with him right now anyways. So I start making my way up to Louise and them and they're talking to a group of people and tap on Louises' shoulder since her back is facing me.