Dead Inside // 2020

5.

A tease while I slowly get my motivation back :(

𝙰𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚕

Another security guard was behind this door but when he opened the door we were greeted only by the sound of music playing normally in the background.

Nina spoke to the security guard.

"He's on the balcony.."

I followed Nina through the living room to a sliding glass door. The balcony was pretty big and had a small table with seating for three. She stepped outside first and I took a breath and stepped outside too and watched as he put his cigarette out and he turned to me with a small smile. He look high as shit. He looked at me then looked me up and down and I suddenly began regretting my lazy and effortless outfit choice so I quickly took a seat across from him and Nina sat between us.

"Hi.."

Hi. Hi? You dragged me to this bougiee ass hotel to say "hi" nigga I oughta-

"Hey.." I responded as I looked to the side awkwardly.

"Sorry to track you down like this but I just wanted to thank you for helping me out. I know I could've fell and some more shit when I was drunk and I appreciate it.."

"You're welcome.."

"You know, this is a very elaborate thank you. A Dm on Instagram would've sufficed.." I said sarcastically with a smile as I messed with the straps of my purse that I held in my lap to calm my nerves.

I hope I don't accidentally get too outta pocket because my mouth begins going a thousand miles per hour when I'm nervous.

"He felt like you deserved more than than since you were an outstanding citizen.." Nina spoke up and he frowned a little when he saw her beginning to speak for him.

"Yeah and I was still in town so I figured why not.. I wanna offer you a reward for not saying anything to the press and for you to continue that.." he said and sat a fat ass wad of cash on the table. That had to be 10k in all big faced bills AT LEAST. My eyes widened as I glanced from him to the cash.

"Take it, you deserve it.." he said with a small smile.

I froze and finally looked back up at him.

"I don't want your money.. I'm sure you heard that I got fired from my job for not telling even my boss what happened.. if I wanted to out you I would've to save my job first of all .." I stated with a small frown and his smile fell and so did Nina's as she looked between me and him.

"Well, what do you want?" He asked as he leaned forward. I looked over at Nina then down at my hands messing with my purse. I heard a chair scoot and I guess he asked Nina to leave because she gave me one last glance with a small smile before she walked back into the room. I looked back at him and he smirked and leaned back in his chair.

"You want dick or sumn? You fine and all but you ain't had to go through all this to get my attention.."

I scoffed and rolled my eyes.

"Sorry to inform you but I'm not no damn groupie.." I spat as I pulled my blunt out my purse and lit it. I'm glad I brought an extra one just in case cause I NEED it.