When you hurt me, I'll shut you out, I become more attached because I believe I'm losing what I might have had I get anxious, I miss you constantly, I'll act like I don't give a fuck about you though. I'll act like I'm not losing anything even though I know I'm losing something that made me the happiest I've been in a while but I don't want you to know how pathetic I am. It sucks. It's how I am. I'm stubborn. I pretend I'm strong. I've always been this way but eventually, I'll stop caring.
