Have you ever seen the one person that meant the world to you and just have every single memory and feeling come flooding back, it hits you so hard that all you want to do is throw up and cry or go back in time and fix everything, but you know that no matter what you say or do nothing will ever be the same. It just physically hurts to the point where all you want to do is curl up in a ball and never leave your bed. Well yeah it sucks and you know what else sucks? Being overwhelmed and you know what? It kills you. Constantly over thinking and worrying. Depressing kills you, sadness & loneliness kills you but you dim realization and continue. But your silent pain, that pain you just can't seem to get rid of, will haunt you.
