twenty nine

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Yoongi POV

It's been too long of a day. I had to go out and buy groceries, then I had to go to the library to check out a book. THEN, I went to an international shop for some other things that I wanted. Something there reminded me of Y/n, so of course I bought it.

Finally, I was home and it was time to sit back and relax. Lately, though, I've been on edge. Jimin's been inactive, so I can only imagine what he's been planning. On top of that, he's been getting more sneaky and secretive about planning these things, so all I can do is wait and see what happens. Be prepared for everything. Not just the unexpected.

I go to unlock the door, but quickly come to find that it was already unlocked. I always locked my doors, and I know I would never forget to, considering the things I keep in this place. Slowly, I creep into my house. It was silent for a minute. Although, I keep quiet just to be safe.

When coming up to my office room, I hear rustling and the sound of a drawer close. I peek around to see Jungkook going through my things.

"J-Jungkook?! What are you doing?" I step into the doorway, but when he turns to face me, it isn't the little boy that I had always known. He was darker and much more angry than the once I knew. It was scary.

"Yoongi..", he darkly speaks my name, "Where is it? Where is that book?" He scowls with a demanding tone.

"W-wha..?" I mean.. I just got a book from the library..." he only rolls his eyes.

"Stop playing around! You know what I mean! Your journal! Where is it?!" He's almost screaming as he comes closer. His frustration radiates off of him like heat off a furnace. He got even closer, demonstrating his seriousness.

"Kook, calm down." The atmosphere turns dark. "How did you know about that?" I ask. I know for a fact that I never told him about it.

"Jimin told me! I know it was you who burnt down the school that day! You didn't save her! You were in her class! You killed her, Yoongi!" He was yelling, becoming slightly emotional as he screams his heart out. Of course Jimin told him. He's the only other person in this world who knew about it. Dammit.. did Jimin say anything else??...

"What the hell are you talking about?!" I start to yell back. If I showed any signs of hesitation in this next moment, things could go south from there. "I wasn't the one who did it! I wasn't me! Jimin's playing you. You can't fall for his traps!"

"Then show me your journal! Prove to me that he's lying!" He stares me down with an intimidating gaze.

Here's the thing, I don't know what Jimin wanted Jungkook to see, and if he were to find whatever he was looking for in that journal, I'm done for. Plus, there are too many things in there that he didn't need to see. Plans, strategies, diary entries from so long ago.

"I... I can't do that Jungkook. There are many things in there that weren't meant for your eyes. I'm sorry." When those words left my mouth, something inside Jungkook appeared to break. I could see as his world came crashing down. I knew how this looked, and I was willing to take the consequences, but no way was I going to show him anything of mine. He didn't need to know.

"So..." he pauses, visibly weak, "it.. it was you... Yoongi.. YOU BASTARD!" He suddenly charges at me with full force, ramming me into the wall. His forearm pressed down roughly on my neck, seizing my ability to breathe.

"J-J-Jung...kook.." I barely whisper. I didn't want to hurt him, but by the way things were going, it seemed I was running out of options. My leg somehow finds it's way between him and I. With all my strength, I promptly push him off, sending him toward the other end of the room. I take this time to jump out of the space and dash down the hall. His heavy steps follow suit as I hear them thumping loudly behind me.

"Jungkook! Stop this bullshit! I didn't have anything to do with her death! It was all Jimin!" I shout, going down the stairs.

"Shut up! You'll pay for what you did!" He audibly becomes angrier. Things weren't looking too good for me.

When I get to the kitchen, I grab the first thing I see. It just so happened to be my knife. It wasn't big, but it was sharp. My hands clasp over the handle as I take it in my grasp. Then, Jungkook turns the corner. I pull a move that allowed me to turn him around, giving me an opportunity to put the knife to his throat.

"I don't want to do this, Kookie. I've lost everyone else. I don't want to lose you too." I plead. I could hear the sadness in my voice. Tears make their way to my eyes. I really didn't want it to end like this, but I didn't want to die. Not before my life's final task. My life's goal.

"What are you waiting for?" He struggles to break free. "We're enemies, Yoongi. If you don't kill me now, I won't stop until your spirit desends to the deepest pit of hell the devil has built just for you." He growls. My heart completely drops. It looks like I had no other choice. "Kill me. I dare you."

Everything moved as if time had slowed down. With one reluctant motion, his blood dripped from my weapon, and just like that, Jungkook was taken away from me as well.

It's all my fault...

I stand there with my eyes closed. It was harder to breath and my heart felt geavy to the point that it has stopped beating. Nothing felt real before, but it was in this moment that my mind has caught up with the events that have happened. It was at this moment that I truely understood the entirety of my reality.

In the middle of my epiphany, I'm ripped out of my daze. My senses become sharper as I straighten myself, and look to every direction.

I smell smoke...
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A/n

Y'all... I'm so tired. I haven't had much time because of marching band. I just want to sleep.

Anyway, thanks for reading. Not the best chapter, but it's fine. I'll fix it when I revise and edit the story after it's done.

I'd say there are 4 more chapters left. I should know for sure by the time I finish the next update.

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