Harry's Assistant

What happened?

I walked into the living room to see Harry knocked out on the couch. I sighed as I went to feed Luna.

"Eat baby girl" I went to start some coffee for Harry as I started breakfast for us.

I heard him groaning as he sat up and turned to me.

"Morning Harry" I smiled "what happened last night?"

"I fell asleep here"

"Also, baby have you seen my phone?" I asked him as I handed him his morning coffee.

"Uh Yeah it's right here" he handed me my phone as he went to the bathroom.

I sighed as I sat down to drink some tea and eat breakfast as I was on my phone texting Kian back.

"Food ready for me?"

"Yeah babe"

"When were you going to tell me?" Harry asked me.

"About?"

"Kian?"

I sighed "I didn't feel the need to if I'm honest. I don't feel the same way and I just think this is happening because we both lost the baby"

"So you don't have feelings for him?"

"No Harry"

"Have you kissed?"

"Yes it was a peck nothing more, nothing romantic. Any other questions?"

"You don't love him?"

"Of course I love him but as a friend and a brother"

"I also found some letters"

"Letters?"

"Yeah from you and Theo, you and Travis"

"First of all, how dare you going through my privacy and Theo?! That was a fucking lie that letter he sent me are lies Harry! He didn't fucking love me" I paused "I didn't know what true love was until you"

"What?"

"You heard me!" I sighed as tears filled my eyes "I told you baby, this is it for me"

"I love you"

"Come here, I love you too" I wrapped my arms around him.

I grabbed his hand as I sat down on the couch "come sit with me, let's talk"

He sat down his hand still in mine "Harry, I need you to trust me just like I trust you. Yes we do have our jealous moments but we have to be honest. I didn't tell you anything about Kian because I remember how you first reacted about him. Kian knows me and he loves me enough to know how much I'm in love with you, he isn't that guy to break up a relationship"

"I just I don't know I just didn't expect it and I know how much Kian means to you"

"Then you should know I don't see him as anything more than a best friend and brother"

"I'm sorry Effy"

"Don't be, let's be honest and real okay? Any questions you want me to answer"

"So you don't have any feelings for your ex's including Kian"

"Okay So Theo, fuck no" I laughed "Travis I did have feeling for him but I think that was also like me being curious what it would be like for us to be together now and Kian, no"

Harry nodded "you sure?"

"Listen to me, I used to have a crush on him, he is attractive the asshole knows he is" I smiled "but nothing physical, I don't feel anything for him. Do you have any feelings for your ex's?" I asked him scared of the answer.