Harry's Assistant

Taking the pain away

*Effy's POV*

I sighed as I was outside smoking "Hey Liz" I looked to see Kennedy with Luna coming along with her.

"Hey Kenny"

"How are you feeling?"

"Well now relaxed" I smiled at her "how is work and all that?"

"It's good, it's been really busy lately"

"You know I've um been thinking about designing clothes maybe you can help"

"Of course"

Kennedy sat down as Ronnie texted me.

"Be back! Ronnie is here!" I ran to the front as I went to hug Ronnie as she grabbed the blunt and smoked. Ronnie and I took some snacks to my room.

"Hey, if I act a bit crazy please call Harry"

She nodded "I will"

*Harry's POV*

My phone rang and it was Effy "Hey love"

"Harry, it's Ronnie"

"Ronnie, why are you calling me from Effy's phone?"

"She uh she needs you mate"

"Coming"

I parked my car in Effy's driveway as I walked up to her room. Ronnie opened the door.

"Why did you let her take another edible?"

"She wanted to Harry"

"How long does it last?"

"Few hours"

"Fuck, leave us"

Effy was sitting on the bed with her hands over her knees.

"Effy?" Her eyes looked up.

"Harry?! Are you really here?"

"Yes baby"

She crawled over to me as she hugged me "you're real"

I sighed as I hugged her back and grabbed onto her hair.

"How are you feeling?" I asked her as she sat down.

"Amazing" she sighed "now that you are here" she smiled.

"Feeling relaxed?"

"Hmm, can we sing together!"

I chuckled "any song?"

"Uh a One Direction song um... Stockholm Syndrome"

I played the song on my phone as she danced on the bed. She was so happy and danced and sang around with me.

"Effy?"

"Huh?" She stopped.

"Is anyone chasing you?"

"Nope but Hazel is here" she tells me "So is the other baby I lost but it's blurry"

"Do you often see them?" I asked her "when your high?"

"I see Hazel all the time but no this is the first"

I sighed "have you been seeing your therapist about it?"

"Yeah" she sighed "but I still see them"

"Are you processing what happened to you?"

"I think I am" she sits on the edge of the bed and looks at me "but there are moments where I numb the pain. I've always wanted kids Haz and the two times I do, I lose them... it's just" she stops herself "it hurts"

"I know" I grabbed her hand and sat down next to her.

"I feel like I will never be okay" she admits "I still ache from my first lost of a child and now Hazel... I just I don't get it"

"I know love and it's okay not to get it. I know it hurts you babe, I do but you need to accept it, live for them. They wouldn't want you to mourn them like this. They would want you to be happy and living your life"

She leaned her head on my chest "it's just so hard" she sniffed as she wipes her tears "but I know you're right babe"

"There's no right way Effy, it's okay to mourn and miss them here and there but you can't keep doing this to yourself"

"I know, it feels good in the time but once I get sober I regrets it and hate myself all over again"

"Why don't you come to the gym with me again?"

"Text me when okay? And I'll go" she smiled at me "thanks for making me feel good"

"Of course baby, that's my job" I kissed her forehead.

She checked her phone "Ronnie and Kenny went out, want to go for a swim?" She smirked.

"Now?"

"Hmm, come on babe!"

I took off her clothes leaving her bra and underwear and grabbed a towel "I'll be outside"

I went downstairs and I place the towel on the ledge by the stairs as I took off my bra and underwear and looked up at Harry. He was in my balcony looking down as I got into the pool, I dipped my head back and saw him in front of me.

"That was fast"

He smiled "I have something to tell you"

"So tell me" he took off his shirt, pants and shoes as he took off his boxers and came into the pool over to me.

"I'm going to Rome"

"When?"

"A few days, it's for Gucci"

I smirked as I wrapped my arm around his neck "look at you"

He smirked "I've missed you and will miss you"

"Hmm I'll miss you"

We went back upstairs to my room before we got caught as I changed and Harry got dressed.

"That was amazing" he ran his hands through my hair.

"You are amazing" I kissed him.

"I should head home"

"Don't stay baby"

"You have Ronnie and Kenny"

I sighed "text me?"

"Of course babe" he kissed me as we went downstairs.

Harry left as Ronnie and Kenny came back.