Harry's Assistant

Check up

"Have you spoken with Harry?" I looked up at Kian.

"No um not for days no" I sighed "he's been very busy"

"You miss him?"

"Everyday, he texts me here and there. He doesn't even know about the check up"

"You didn't tell him?"

"No, but thanks again for coming"

"Of course Effy, you should tell him"

"I will the next time I speak to him"

Kian rubbed my back and left me alone. I sighed as I placed my hand on my stomach.

"I miss daddy too baby" I got out of bed and went over to Kennedy's room.

"Hey Lizzy"

I looked at Kian "Can I speak to Kenny? Alone?"

"Of course" he left the room as I sat on her bed "I got something to tell you Kenny"

"What?" I got off the bed and pulled up my shirt "Effy you're pregnant!!"

"I am and I've been dying to tell you!!"

"Who knows?!"

"You, Kian and Harry"

"How is Harry?" Kenny asked me as I sat down.

"I don't know" I sighed as tears filled my eyes "he didn't even come to the first appointment Kennedy"

"He didn't?" Kenny grabbed my hand.

"No and now I don't trust him" more tears fell "I don't trust him to be there for us"

"You have to let him be there for me"

"I can't do this alone Kenny, I just I can't" a sob came out.

"Alone?! Lizzy, you know you aren't alone, you have me and Kian and Bobby, you have an amazing group around you"

I leaned my head on her chest as she hugged me. I want to tell my family now more than ever but I can't. Not yet. I somehow woke up in my room hours later, I guess I fell asleep. I got out of my bed and downstairs into the kitchen.

"Hey, you're up?" I looked over to see Kian.

"What are you living here now?" I joked with him.

"Maybe"

"How long was I out for?"

"A few hours Eff, Kennedy said you were crying a lot that you just got exhausted and knocked out"

"Right" I took out a water bottle and closed the fridge.

"You want to talk about it?"

"No I don't Kian" my phone rang "it's Harry, I should answer this" he nodded and left me alone as I picked up.

"Hey"

"Hey love, sorry it's been so busy today with the photo shoot, we got some amazing looks"

"That's great" I started walking upstairs as Kian was watching TV. I walked into my room.

"How are you babe? How our baby?"

"All good"

"Effy"

"Harry" I sighed "I've had a long day and I'm tired"

"Are you still mad at me?" He asked me as tears filled my eyes again.

"I um I should go to sleep. Goodnight Harry"

"Effy Wait" I hung up, I could feel us drifting.

I walked downstairs mid way "Kian" he stopped and looked up at me "can you, can you please sleep with me tonight?"