Lauren was driving as the rain droplets continued to stream down the car. She had just remembered that she just told Camila that she had a penis. The most sensitive thing ever in her life.
"Camila?"
"Hm?" She answer taking her gazing off of the window, wiping the remaining tears from her face.
"Are you sure that... there's nothing wrong with me having a... uh penis? Because I remember that day your sister hit me in the groin area and you said that.. that it would be weird if I did.." She whispered maintaining her attention on the road. We wouldn't want any accidents to occur.
Camila cocked her head. "I'm sorry that I said that honestly I never really thought it through. I barely remember that I said it. Yeah I've never met anyone with the condition you have, but I support you and I think it makes you perfect." Camila gave a soft warm smile to Lauren. "May I ask questions though about it? Only if your okay with it thought I don't want you to feel uncomfortable or anything-"
"And you say I ramble?"Lauren giggled at Camila's cuteness. "Yeah go for it... " She nodded, tapping on the steering wheel to a random song they learned in choir she just remembered. This should be fun.
"Well... do you like.. hate it? Or feel uncomfortable about it? " Camila questioned slowly not wanting to start off eager.
Lauren sighed. How was she going to put this? "Yeah.. I still do till this day. Everyday it reminds me that I'm not 'fully' a woman y'know? Sure you can say that yes I am but you know what I mean. I'm getting surgery for it this summer.."
That's when Camila turned towards her so fast. "Oh... well It's your choice..." Camila nodded.
Lauren noticed that Camila went real silent. "That's all?"
"No not really.. I'm just scared they're going to be too personal." Camila admitted turning a little red.
"It's okay I mean I trust you so I'll give you as much information I can provide." Lauren nodded.
"Well.. you don't have to answer this one... but does it look different?"
Lauren laughed hard. "Gosh Camila your making me sound like i'm some type of mutated animal." Lauren spoke. "It looks normal.. except I don't grow hardly any pubic hair down there...which I find such a relief.
"Really?! No fair." Camila pouted. "Chris said that your a... virgin?" Camila asked.
"Oh God.." Lauren laughed. "Yeah yeah I am but that's okay." Lauren assured.
"Are you going to lose it before you get surgery?" Camila asked but regretted it when Lauren didn't answer for sometime. "I'm sorry Lauren if that was to personal... I didn't-"
"It's okay.. just a little excited... that's one thing that sucks for me and guys you know? Like if they get a boner it's out for the whole world to see.. especially in class! It drives me nuts because sometimes I was even thinking of the dirty! That's why I always have a sweater or hoodie in case." Lauren notice that Camila was looking down there the whole time. She pushed her knees together to stop the girl from thinking.
Camila took her gaze off so fast when Lauren finished talking. She bit her lip so hard it felt like it was bleeding.
Lauren noticed the quick action Camila did. "You okay?"
Camila thought of something quick. "Uh yes I'm just thinking of things.."
They reached to Camila's house as the rain increased. "Lauren I want you to come inside" Camila commanded.
There goes Lauren thinking of bad jokes.
"Camila are you sure that's okay?" Lauren questioned. "What if he doesn't like me or something?"
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~I Love You for Being You~ (Camren Fanfic)
FanfictionDinah, Ally, Normani, Lauren have been a group of friends that have known each other since first grade. Lauren has a secret that only her friends and first family members only know, but as that secret has been spilled to the whole school it becomes...