The other half of me(sequel to that girl)

Chapter 8: Let her go

"Hey baby girl..." I said trying to hold back the tears

"Baby it is fine! We love you and know your hurting so j-just..." he said his voice cracking as I finished after him trying to hold back my own tears.

"Let go it is fine we love you" I choked out

Right after I said that the heart monitor started beeping really fast and it went flat lined

"No!!!!" I screamed out

as Carter started sobbing and trying to calm down and eventually I fell asleep.

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Today is Chanel's Funeral and me and Carter can't stop crying. All the boys and belle is full on crying and won't stop.

"It should have been me!" I yelled out as Carter had to calm me down in our bedroom since Carter moved in here.

"Shhh babe it is gone she can't feel any pain now" Carter assured and his soothing voice made me calm down.

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- At the funeral

It was time for my speech and so I went up

"Chanel, I love you so much! You were my first child and I will always miss your voice and cute little face. You wasn't able even come with us to Disneyland... The place you have always wanted to go to ever since you were two! And now you won't be able to see it. I miss you so much that I can't even describe how much I want you here. I wish that I wouldn't have to be here so I won't have to deal with the pain but now I know that I have to let you go...." I said while choking back a sob

"I am happy that you don't have any pain and you are with your grandma and grandpa! You were do sweet and energetic and most of all beautiful that I don't think I ever will forget you... The house is so quiet without you so I will have to get used to that!" I said with a laugh earning some chuckles.

"Once again I love you my little Gold Star..." I said breaking down and carter had to come grab me.

The funeral has ended and we are about to go to sleep.

"Hey babe I love you" Carter said to me

"I love you too!" I said and kissed him before snuggling more into him.

I now just have to let Chanel go and I fell

Asleep with the words 'let her go' in my mind.