Cal Pal

Letter 1

Dear Lucas,

        I really can't believe you're gone. You were all I wanted. Why did you take that away from me? I keep laying in bed, watching the door. Expecting you to walk through it, smiling, but you don't. All I have left is the smell of you on these empty sheets, and the note you left behind. Why did you do this Luke? I miss you so much. Sometimes I stand in the shower, letting the hot water run over me as I try to keep myself together. I mean Luke, how did you expect me to feel when you left me? You left a hole in my heart. I catch myself wrapping my arms around my body, trying to hold all the broken pieces together. I know you hate sappy shit, but Luke, I love you so much. You were my sun, moon, and all the stars in the sky. When I looked at you, all I felt was joy. I guess you didn't see it that way... God I miss you Luke. Why won't you come back to me? I need you.

Love always,

        Your Cal Pal xx