The difference between crushing and loving

Trickling

Hoseok
Beep beep
Y/N
Beep beep
Where are you?

No no no, where is she? She couldn't leave me, she would never leave me! It isn't true. This is just a prank, right?

I'm sorry my hope, it wasn't a prank. I've passed the test and now it is only me and time.

Y/N don't go please don't go

I have to go

PLEASE NO!
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"Look, I don't know what the big deal is with me hanging out with Yana!" He said, the annoyed tone in his voice started getting more obvious. "Not a big deal? This was supposed to be our special day! The day when we first met. You promised you would be here with me!", I choked out while trying to stay calm.

"You haven't replied to any of my texts and even if you do, you always say you're busy with Yana! Do you even care about how I feel?"
"IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT YOU FEEL Y/N! I LIKE HER AND YOU KNOW THAT! FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE COULD YOU STOP BEING CLINGY AND JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?! OR BETTER YET, LETS JUST END THIS FRIENDSHIP FOR GOOD!"

I stayed silent, wondering if I should just cry or leave.
I took my bag and went down the ladder. I could hear Hoseok complaining about how I was being childish and to come back up again but I ignored him and walked back home. It had been a month since I hung out with Hoseok. He kept rambling about this girl and told me she was so perfect in every way.

She walked home with Hoseok every day. Fixing his hair, feeding him food, showing herself off, flirting with him..but being the most ugliest person to me. She would spill coffee or tea on me, complain about why I was hanging out with them when they were supposed to be on a "date" which it was not! And she is just..so..fake...too bad she was his girlfriend