Alway's Got My Back

Octavia POV

Bellamy is my older brother. I'm his younger sister. He was six when I was born in the confidence of our sector. He and my mother were the only ones who knew of my existence. Until I was 16. But before and after I was found, Bellamy has always had my back.

I was twelve years old, and Bellamy was eighteen. I was so scared of being trapped under the hole in the floor. My mother tried to help, and it gave me a little reassurance. I didn't know until a later date what my brother had done. What I ended up condemning my mother to do.

A tassel. A small red tassel from the rug in my hole had made it's way out. I stuck out of the floor like an elephant in a crowd of zebras. The guards would of noticed it and found me if Bellamy didn't have my back. He risked his chance at being a guard to protect me. He saved me that time. And he would continue doing it. Little did I know that the tiny tassel ended up force my mother to visit a man, to get the recommendation my brother couldn't get himself, because he was protecting me. That time, my brother had my back.

When there was a signal flare at the Unity Day Masquerade Dance, Bellamy tried to protect me then. He couldn't get me out, but he was ready to cause a distraction. Until Commander Shumway appeared. Bell was powerless against him. Bellamy did the smart thing. He pleaded with Shumway, tried to make him a deal, promised him he'd do whatever he wants. I did the stupid thing. I ran. And I was caught. Bellamy tried to protect me then. He had my back.

When I was being sent down as one of the 100 juvenile delinquents, my brother shot the chancellor to get a guards uniform and come to protect me. It wasn't right for him to shoot Jaha. I didn't like him either, but I knew my brother thought he didn't have a choice. Either stay on the Ark not knowing whether I was alive or dead, or shoot the chancellor to come and help me. I had mp been locked up my entire live. I didn't need his help, I thought. But I did. I always need him. And whenever I do, he will be there, because he always has my back.

When Lincoln captured me and tied me up, Bellamy came for me. He wasn't the only one. Jasper, Finn and Monroe came to. Roma, Diggs and John died trying to impress Bellamy, to find me. Bellamy couldn't be impressed, not whilst I was out there, injured. Monroe came because she's a fighter, a survivor. Finn came because he was needed for his tracking skills. Jasper came for me. Cause he loved me. And Bellamy? Bellamy came because he had my back, like always. He always has my back.

When Jasper and I first started dating, Bellamy nearly killed Jasper. He locked him out of camp for the night. Jasper was terrified of Grounders coming for him. I crept out, and stayed with him. That's how Bellamy found us when he went to tell Jasper he could come back in. He almost killed Jasper, until I stopped him. Because Bellamy won't hurt me. He did what he did to Jasper for me. And that's why I'm not mad. Why I'm never mad at him. Whatever Bell does, he does for me. Because he has my back. Forever.

PLEASE DO NOT KILL ME IF YOU SHIP LINCTAVIA I AM SORRY!!! I ship Linctavia because tbh Lincoln and Octavia are just goals but I also kinda ship Jastavia because I mean it's Jasper and he's my other baby aside from Monty.
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