I cant be myself..
My mom doesn't want me to be myself
No one wants me to be myself..
No one supported me
I always acted like a lil kid the girl I strived to be tiaras, jewels, cat ears, pastel clothing and talking in a high pitch I couldn't control my voice so it was normal for me..
Then... my friends thought it was weird and annoying people I didnt know judged me too, no one supported me no one wanted me to be myself, and my mom.. she encouraged me to be myself. So I've been myself and she has judged me. She hates the way I wanna dress and who I was I know it, all I needed was her support.. I needed to hear that.. but she didn't give me it.. and I havent been myself for a whole week and NO ONE has noticed...
A whole week of having empty eyes, low voice, no smile, no hyper, just plain and simple
No one noticed not even my mother
That means shes gald that I stopped being such a child
I wanted to buy a crown she kept on saying no
The day I realized she doesnt want me to be myself
"You wearing a crown to school?! No way!"
"You're too old for that"
"That's for kids"
The list goes on..
Yeah basically
I dont know who I am
Who am I? What am I?
I dont know..
I'm stuck between who I am and who I should be
The little girl I once was is chained up I run to free her but something is holding me back
It's... someone.. I dont even know.. who I should be?? Who am I even supposed to be? I dont know..
Um I'm gonna try to make as many chapters as I can even if i feel this way, so you can be happy with the book apologies for the rant. I just. Couldn't hold it in anymore I needed to let it out
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(DISSCONTINUED)his cancer
Fanfiction(The end never happened at all) A Norwegian man looking at death, and to add to it, lung cancer and more pain to bring along with him. A man who will never tell his three friends about it for unknown reasons, This cancerous killer is caused by smok...
