(DISSCONTINUED)his cancer

chapter three

I peek out my room to hear nothing, no talking, no screaming, no annoying Tom talking either, everyone seemed to be in their room.

I open the door and began sprinting to the door and opened it

"Tord" Busted

I turn around looking at a slightly concerned Matt

"Where the hell do u think your going? It's like 7:30 in the night"

"I don't see why that's any of you're damn business"

And slammed the door in his face, I ran to the car open it and began driving to the nearest hospital.

Fear

That's exactly what I felt, just straight up fear I didnt know what was happening to me now the last time I felt that much pain was like, when I first found out I had lung cancer.

Pain

The overwhelming pain came rushing back all of sudden, slightly worse than the last it was so damn painful I almost hit another car.

Anger

Yet after all that has happened to me and what's happening to me right now, I'm angry, I'm angry at myself for doing this to myself, for doing this to my friends. This is my punishment I know it is, and the end of my punishment will be the day I die.

Stop

Stop

Stop

I stepped on the breaks parking almost immediately and stepped out the car.

Then

Everything

Just

Seemed

To

Turn

Dark.

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White

That's all I saw when I first opened my eyes, white walls, white beds, white curtains, everything is just white.

I notice that I could breathe really well and I mean really well, then realizing that it was just a mask to give me extra oxygen.

I heard the nurse leave the room when she realized I was awake was and most likely went to get the doctor.

I sit up from the white bed, the pain became less extreme.

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Edds P.O.V

"Hey Matt?"

"What's up Edd?" As he pulled out his headphones with music blasting, me too by megan trainor.

"Do you think something's missing?"

"no, why?"

"Wait where the hell is tord"

Matt only looked at me blankly before remembering something

"Oh! Him I dont know he said that he was going for a quick walk or whatever."

"And you didnt even bother to stop him!? Its his turn to clean the dishes"

*slurping on Starbucks frappuccino*

"So, you know Tord Edd he always loves danger and staying out late almost like a gang member, you know he can take care of himself."

*slurps once again*

"quit acting so sassy!!"

As I slap his frappuccino out of his hand, hitting the floor spilling all over my new carpet

"NO!!! MY SUPER FANCY CARPET WITH DIAMONDS ON IT MY BABY"

"karma~ love ya karma~"

"That costed 1,000 Matt it shined so much you could see your reflection in it~"

"Aw sh-"

We were interrupted by a glass shattering, we turned around to see an angry Tom.

"I'm trying to sleep. KNOCK IT OFF!"

"Ok ok geez, go back to bed now or whatever no one really cares if you dont get enough rest jehovah"

"MATT DONT YOU DARE USE THAT FUCKING ATTITUDE ON ME OR CALL ME THAT!!"

"Whatever."

*makes slurping noise with imaginary tea cup*

Tom groaned and slammed his door again.

"Gee Matt, who knew you had such a attitude."

Silence filled the room, making it a bit uncomfortable

"Uh Matt?"

Silence.

"Yeah. Whatever Edd I'm gonna hit the hay early, night."

"Right."

I heard him walking back to his room opening the door quietly and didnt even hear him close it.

Slam

Loud

Ear rape

I sighed.

Silent

The room was finally silent, wiping and doing my best to rid of this horrid stain.

Taking up a lot of time where I should've been sleeping.