Tw: just needed to vent or smt idk apologies
I dont think I wanna live anymore cuz theres literally nothing here for me I have so many things I want to do but I dont have any confidence to record videos and mid September I just stopped feeling I dont feel anything anymore I see no reason to keep going. I dont have anyone not even my own family and I get judged at a lot subtly but it's still there and I want to become a content creator so badly but I cant bring myself to do anything. Cuz whenever I do smt like drawing or piano or anything I get comments on it(not negative) and I dont like it one bit. I'm literally wasting my life away. And I ruined so many things that couldve been amazing now I'm just a void, invalid, I dont see a reason i should continue anymore. But i cant commit it cuz i will go to hell so I'm just stuck thinking about committing I'm too weak to even fight anymore too weak to even try to fight for my freedom and dreams. I wish I could feel smt
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(DISSCONTINUED)his cancer
Fanfiction(The end never happened at all) A Norwegian man looking at death, and to add to it, lung cancer and more pain to bring along with him. A man who will never tell his three friends about it for unknown reasons, This cancerous killer is caused by smok...
