𝑬𝑼𝑷𝑯𝑶𝑹𝑰𝑨 ⸃⸃ 𝑘𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑣𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑐 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐔𝐄𝐃

❨ 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗲𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗹𝘀 ❩

IT WAS THE DAY AFTER THE MONSTERS OF SPEX FESTIVAL. Before they would be on their way to the Pukkelpop music festival, the bands were still at their hotel. Shelli had made her way to Kim's room, ready to hear what Kim had on Camila. Knocking quietly, the door was opened by the blonde in her revealing pajamas. "Come in, come in." Kim welcomed the photographer as the two girls were in the room. "Sorry about this look, I was so hot in my jeans and tee, I had to change into this." Kim giggled as Shelli didn't mind. "No biggie but tell me everything he told you." Shelli began as Kim sat down with Shelli on her bed.

"Well on just Camila alone, she's a teacher to little kids and stuff. He described her as gorgeous, intelligent, sweet, all that lovey dovey description couples do." Kim let out as Shelli looked at her. Though Kim couldn't see it, Shelli's heart was like a cracking glass window just waiting for itself to break completely. Shelli sighed as Kim continued, "He told me they've been together now for about four months. And you won't even believe the last part he told me.". "What did he say?" Shelli asked subtly while her blood boiled and her heart ached. "He said he loves her. After four months, he loves her." Kim explained and there was the rock at Shelli's broken window heart. Her eyes were beginning to fill with hot tears, this wasn't what she wanted to hear but at the same time she did want to hear it.

"God he loves her? We broke up in like February and then he goes and gets another girl and falls in love with her? This is—" Shelli babbled as Kim inserted the words she may have wanted to use, "Horrible. Outrageous. Stupid. I can keep going." "No thanks but—I just didn't think he would have moved on so...quickly." Shelli explained and had her head in her hands. "I think you should tell him you're still in love with him. There's no wrong in that," Kim went on as Shelli looked at her, "Yes there is.". "No, there isn't. Telling him you still love him will put you back in his spectrum. Maybe Camila and the whole 'I love you' deal is rushed because he misses you. You never know until you do it." Kim rambled and there she got Shelli to take into consideration what she said. Shelli sighed and took a moment, what Kim was saying was a good idea but it could come with major consequences.

"I-I don't know. Where or when would I even tell him?" Shelli argued while Kim sorted through her luggage. "Tonight. Right after their set, go to him, say it, and either I'm right and it's just a 'filling the void' relationship or maybe he has moved on—but you never know so.." the guitarist argued and Shelli was full ears. "Well maybe tonight I guess. Kim, what if he gets mad? He made it clear to me at the start of this tour in California he wanted to have a strict 'work relationship' and nothing further. I don't want him to get mad, I really don't." Shelli explained to only have Kim just grab her by the shoulders and shake her. "He won't get mad! I promise." Kim said, almost like a last reassurance to Shelli. The photographer sighed and nodded to her only girl friend on the tour.

"I need to get ready so help me choose something." Kim asked, rather more demanded, Shelli to help her out. Shelli grabbed a t shirt dress that flowed really nicely but still had some spunk to it. Handing it to Kim, there was no other choice for shoes as most of her All Stars were what she brought. She wore a black pair that practically paralleled the ones Kurt had. "Well I'm gonna go get Thurston and Lee, meet you in the lobby with the others?" Kim asked Shelli as she got a nod to her question. Both Shelli and Kim exited her hotel room and went in separate directions. Shelli walked back to her bedroom and went inside. She found Kurt on the bed, looking like he was physically and mentally drained out.