One day after school I was at Monica's house. I sat on her bed texting Q while she changed from her uniform clothes. I wasn't looking I just looked at my phone til she was done. Q-wyd tomorrow? Me- nun coolun in the house Q- oh fashoo yo mama gonna be there? Me- nah just me Q- u might as well let me come over and fucc? My heart dropped a little . I didn't know what to say back. That's all boys want (some boys). " Monica Q just asked me if he can fucc ! " I said shocked. " lol girl u might as well let him y'all been going out for a lil minute and if u don't give it to him someone else will". " Monica u say it like its nothing. This is my virginity we're talking about". " Its nothing to me I did it before". I looked at her with big eyes. I knew Monica had a lot of niggas trying to talk to her but I didn't know she around here bussing it open!! " Omg. why didn't I know this before?!" I said "Nicki I was gonna tell u tomorrow but since u know I can tell u the whole story". I got comfortable and waited for her to spill her tea. " OK so u know that boy john I be talking to?" She asked me . I nodded. " one night I was texting him and he started sending me freaky texts and stuff. So then he was like send me a picture..body picture. At first I was nervous but he promised he wouldn't show anyone so I sent it. Then the next day I went to his house after school and it just happned . " I looked at her like a whole different person. " wow." I said " soo u and john are like a couple now?" "Girl no. I just think he cute. He not my type , we just friends with benefits.. Ooh yea he having a party tomorrow night and said we should come fucc with it. Wanna go?" I replied yes then told Monica I had to go because it was getting late. " OK, bye Nicki ,be at my house by 5 tomorrow after noon and don't tell anyone about our little convo." she said . I said OK and started walking home.
