I didnt tell Monica about what happened to me. I'll tell her another time. Later on that afternoon i went to Mike's house. I wasnt really in a good mood but I went anyways. I stayed over for a while then left. We didnt do anything but kiss. Later that night when I went to sleep I got a call from Monica's mom. She was crying when i answered. " Mrs. Carson are you ok?" i asked. Me and my mom rushed to their house. My heart was racing the whole time. We pulled up and blue and red lights were everywhere. Turns out Monica comitted suicide. She was pronounced dead when she got to the hospital. I cried my eyes out that night. I lost my bestfriend and she's not coming back. After a couple of weeks of not talking to anyone I realized i was doing everything wrong. I had to break up with Mike and Q. I'll never talk to Damien again and ill never speak on what happened. Maybe this was a testimony for me and other girls around the world. Monica's story was worldwide and so many people came to her funeral. I dont have any regrets about what I did. Monica is in a better place now. I decided to go to school and give this boyfriend thing a rest. When I go to school people call me a thot because i was Monica's bestfriend, they think we do the same things but in my eyes I was just a girl trying to find love. I think Monica wanted the same but everything happens for a reason.
