On the way home I kept thinking about what Monica did. I still haven't texted Q back and I know he's waiting. Maybe I should let him after all he is my boyfriend. Deep inside im really not ready.. I took my phone from my back pocket and started texting Q back. Me-nahh ,I'm not ready for that yet . I'll wait till I'm older.He texted me back within 2minutes. Q-Oh. I guess. Me-.yeah, sorry . Q- mhmm . u don't think this is a boring relationship? . Cus I do,....I felt hit , that was very rude to me I wanted to throw my phone sooo bad. I was so pissed I didn't even want to text him back and I didn't. I put my phone back in my pocket and continued walking. All of a sudden this tall light skinned boy approached me. He had a deep sexy voice too.Lawddd Jesus he was fine!! " wassup, what's yo name ?" He asked. I told him my name was Nicki but I didn't smile because I was still upset about that text. "Ooh Nicki u got a number or a kik so I can get to know u better?" I gave him my kik and he told me his name was mike. I didn't feel bad about giving him my kik either. Q doesn't deserve my respect right now. Mike added me to his kik list and we said our goodbyes. Soon after I arrived home and threw my stuff down in the living room. I said hey to my parents and went upstairs to take a shower. I got out about 15 minutes later. I put on some pajamas and went down stairs to get some food. I went back to my room and ate while I got on my phone. I see Q was blowing me up. Q-so u ain't gonna text back smh . Then another text from him Q-i don't think we gonna work out Nicki we should take a break I'm sorry. I was about to cry from anger. He just cut me like he never really cared.I sent a text to him. Me - K... That's all I wanted to say to him. I never want to talk to him again! I was beyond blowed(mad). I blocked Q from my kik list. Then I got a kik from Mike. Mike- wassup sexy. Me-hey. He was flirting but I wasn't really falling for it. After what happened today I can't show love to these niggas. After a while I told mike goodnight. We stopped texting and I called Monica. I told her about everything. " Mann Nicki , Q was a sorry ass nigga anyways. He only wanted to fucc. I heard he had hoes too but I didn't say nothing because that's y'all business". She said " Yeah , I'm not worried." I said. I thought me and Q had something real but I guess not..I'm gonna start playing the same games these niggas try to play on girls . Fuck Love.
