The next morning i woke up I got right in the shower. Last night was definately not what i expected. I felt disapointed in myself. When i got out of the shower I see I had a text from Mike. Mike- Goodmorning beautiful. Me-morning . I looked at Mike's kik picture, he is soo cute . Mike-I know we only knew each other for a couple days but i think if we get together we gone rock forever,what u think? I didnt have a boyfriend so why not. Mike looks like a good guy. Me-Yeah i think so too. Mike-Fashoo , so u bae now :] Me- lol yep. I wont be taking this relationship seriously. I learned from my mistakes. Mike- so when ima see u again? Me- whenever u want. Mike-today? Me-Okay. After that i told mike i would see him later on. I tried to call Monica but she wasnt answering. Maybe she's mad at me for leaving her. I think i should go to her house and see wassup with her. I put on some clothes and told my mama where i was going. I had soo much to tell Monica. Sooo much. On the way walking to her house guess who i bumped into. Q's sorry ass. "Nicki, you mad still?' I kept walking trying to hold back my tears because i was hurt. I missed him but I didnt want him to know that. "Nicki baby im sorry." he said grabbing my arm. I looked at him. "I was tripping when i let u go. Be my gf again?" he asked. I wanted to say no but if I did say that I would regret it. I smiled a little. "Okay " i said. I knew he wanted me back. "Where u going?" Q aked. "Monica's house, where u going?" "That girl a hoe man but im bouta go to my cousin's house, text me when u get home." he said giving me a kiss goodbye. I said okay and ignored what he said about monica and walked to monica's front door. I knocked, no answer. I knocked again and her mom answered. "Hello,Mrs.Carson, is monica here?" i asked. "Monica's cant ever go out again! She wants to have naked pictures and videos of her on the internet and shit! I dont know what I was thinking when I let her go out." I was beyond shocked. Maybe all this was my fault. I shouldnt have left her."Where is she?" i asked. Monica's mom let me in and said i could go to her room.
