Time for lunch.
I walk into the cafeteria and she's sitting with you.
Next to you.
You laugh at something she said.
She stares at you, a smile on her face.
She likes you, you don't notice.
You're still hung up on me.
I still love you.
I can't love you.
We make eye contact and I move along.
I can feel your eyes tearing a hole in my back.
I try not to notice.Lunch ends and I have to walk past you.
My heart beats fast as I stare straight ahead.
As soon as I know I'm out of your sight, I take a deep breath and let it go.
You looked happy.
I didn't want to ruin it.
She looked happy.
I'm not going to ruin it.
I love you but I can't ruin it.
You're happy.
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The Thoughts That Go On Inside My Crazy Head 2
Historia Cortaif you havent read the first story I suggest you do that before you read this. life has been crazy. I'm writing some poems about my life. mostly my love life. most of these stories and poems are true. I cant share everything on here. btw I've defini...