[complete] the swan dive | the second diary - katsudeku

day two hundred and ninety eight

YOU PICKED: DON'T HELP KAMINARI

"I knew you wouldn't help me..." Kaminari dropped his head and looked at the ground. "Even after you had some time to think, you still refuse on helping out a frie-"
     "Kaminari, Kirishima ratted us out to the fucking villains. They have our information and all that shit. They could strike any fucking time and they'd know everything about us."
     "So what?! He's still our friend-"
     "You're boyfriends, right? Okay, consider this question. If Kirishima trusted you so much, why would he tell me first instead of you. You're his boyfriend, for fucks sake, and he didn't even confide to you first when he needed to tell someone about his fucking secret."
     "Oh my god..." Kaminari gasped, covering his mouth with his hand. "He...he couldn't trust me?! I'm his fucking boyfriend! I thought we could trust each other, oh my god...we- we had fucking sex! Did that mean nothing to him?! It meant a whole load of shit to me, he meant everything to me! He was my world and he couldn't even bring himself to tell his own boyfriend that he was the traitor. I would've loved him, no matter what. Oh my fucking god, Bakugou. I meant nothing to him, he was probably using me for a shit ton of stuff, but I loved him so much..."
    "I was- I was planning on p-proposing to him after we fucking graduated as Pro Heroes...I guess that's all down the drain, huh?" Kaminari smiled weakly, tears streaming down his face. Katsuki sighed and pulled Kaminari into a hug. Despite his hatred for hugs (unless they came from Izuku) he just knew that Kaminari needed one right now. He learned from the best.