Hayes was kissing me.I played this statement over and over in my head.I didn't think this would happen.Oh,F*CK!!
He stopped, looked at me, and smiled."Get better,"Hayes said.He kissed me one more time and left the room....I did my super happy dance...well I tried its hard to ignore the pain of the cuts right now.
After I heard the front door close, I ran upstairs to text my friends to meet at PJ's Coffee Shop.
******One Hour Later******
I sat in the booth next to Reanna.Abby and Jack sat across from us.
People were giving us odd looks.I mean it's really not that weird that a 17 year old youtuber(thatsoJACK) would hang out with a group of 13 year-olds.Who else was he supposed to fangirl(well fanboy) with about 1 Direction and Harry Styles with??
I told them everything.Jack grabbed my hand and looked me in the eyes."Don't you EVER do that again."He says.
Abby is a crying mess because a)the cutting and b)Hayes kissed me. She is such a hopeless romantic.
Reanna just nods but of course fangirls about my first kissed."OH MY GOSH!!YOU DONT HAVE VIRGIN LIPS ANY MORE!!!IM SO PROUD!!"she's just...Reanna....
Just then Nash,Cam,and Hayes walk in.I try to sink down into my seat but of course Nash points me out.
"Hey,Ryn!"He says.He elbows Hayes and points at us.My cheeks burn.Just when I thought it couldn't get worse my phone buzzes.I check my messages and choke on my coffee.
@RYNHATERSALLTOGETHER
DO US ALL A FAVOR AND KILL YOURSELF U WORTHLESS PIECE OF SH*T!!!
"Excuse me,"I say.Reanna scooter over and lets me out.I try to quickly run to the bathroom.
When I get into the bathroom I get into a stall and lock the door.I open the changing table that's bolted into the wall and empty my purse.I forgot my extra raiser blade.
"F*ck"I shout.
The only thing I have are my popsicle sticks.I guess I'll just have to puke.
I grab one of the sticks and get on my knees in front of the toilet.I shove it to the bat of my throat and just puke.
When I'm done I feel so ashamed.I clean up my mess and straighten myself up.
If Hayes saw me he would be so disappointed....
U gather my things,pop a piece of gum into my mouth,walk out the door,and bump into Haye.Oh,sh*t.
"You akay?"He asks.
"Yeah.I was just checking on those cuts."I say.
"Cool...well...umm...I've been wanting to talk to you about...the...umm..."he trails off
"The kiss?"I ask.
"Yeah...."He says.
"RYYYYYYN!!!!"Cam yells.,
"CAAAAAAM!!!!"I yell back.
"Come 'ere!"He says before wrapping me into a hug.
We head back to the booth where Nash has squeezed himself into trying to make room for everyone.
I wonder what Hayes was going to say.Of course Cam just HAD to bud in.I sit down and act like this is not the most acquired hangout ever.
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RomantiekRyn is the only girl O2L member.She is super famous,has millions of fans,and is loved my her real and YouTube families.What will happen when she starts getting so much hate?Will she fight...or give up?
