dylan and some of his buddies end up leaving. he tells me he will text me later and i nod and wave good bye.
"stop fucking around with joey," says the girl from before.
"oh his eye candy talks?" i say.
"i'm not his eye candy," she says.
"mhm sure," i say.
"i'm not. i'm his girlfriend."
his girlfriend. what the fuck?
"his what?" i say.
"she's my girlfriend," joey says.
"i wasn't talking to you," i tell him.
"stop being sassy," joey tells me.
"stop acting like such an asshole," i tell him.
"stop getting jealous over stupid shit," he says.
"stop wandering into other people's business," i say.
"stop pretending to like someone," he says.
"i- okay, stop telling this girl you like her just to get me jealous cause frankly joey, i couldn't give a flying fuck. if this is seriously how you try to get a girl, then you're low as fuck and i'm highly disappointed in you. i thought you were different, the knight in shinning armor, but i guess i was wrong."
joey and the girl just stand there. i roll my eyes and push past the both of them.
i walk over to sam, "give me something that'll get me drunk and drunk fast."
he laughs and pours me a drink.
"this better be a good one." i say.
"it is, trust me," he says.
i try the drink and he's right. it's great. i drink it fast and put the cup on the table. i sigh and put my head down.
"what's wrong," sam asks.
"joey is what's wrong," i say.
he looks at me, "what's he doing?"
"he's telling me that him and this blonde chick are dating and then he wants to come at me for talking to some other guy and then tell me that i like him. i just met him. he's really getting on my nerves sam, i don't know what to do."
sam looks at me, "i'm sorry kid. and let me tell you something, he isn't actually dating that girl, he is using her as eye candy. he told me himself earlier."
i look at sam, "you're joking?"
"nope, not one bit," he says.
i nod and get up from the chair and walk over to joey.
"aw someone misses me," he says and i mix my hand with his face.
"what the fuck was that for?" he says.
"for fucking lying to me and getting her to lie with you," i say and he widens his eyes.
"i have no clue what you're even talking about," joey says.
"bullshit joey. i know you guys aren't dating. cut your bullshit out. i'm tired of talking to you. im tired of looking at you. im tired of trying to believe that you'll actually feel something for me. i'm tired of trying to push aside the fact that you're such an asshole to me. i'm tired of it all joey. i just can't-"
i get cut off by our lips connecting. he pulls my face close to his. our lips move perfectly. he moves his hands from my face to my waist and pulls me close to him. a few seconds pass and he lets go and looks at me, "jesus fuck, you wouldn't shut the fuck up," he says.
i look at him. what the hell did he just do. why did he just do that.
"i'm not playing a fucking game with you joey," i tell
him.
"who says i'm playing a game?"
"you know you're playing a game." i say.
"anna, would i really just fucking kiss you for no reason?"
"hmmmm. uh yeah i'm sure you would. seeing as you'd bring a girl here just to make me jealous and then once you get satisfied with what the result is, try and fix everything."
"anna. you're kidding me."
"joey i'm not playing your fucking game anymore, i'm tired of playing."
"anna there is no game," he says.
"yeah right. tell me that when every girl in this room doesn't look as if you're going to fuck them all and tell them the same shit you told me, then maybe. just maybe. i'll believe you," i say and walk away from him.
i hear him and the girl start to argue behind me but i just keep walking. i walk straight to my room and slam the door shut. i'm tired of this night.
why does he have to fuck with my feelings all of a sudden. what the fuck.
i swear like two days ago he wanted nothing to do with me other than not wanting me to talk to anyone else and not leaving the house. now all of a sudden we have tayler and sam telling me he's all baby baby for me. what the hell is this. i'm tired of my feelings getting played with.
i'm done with him.
