Mark, Jackson & I // markson

S2 E7

Me and Mark were walking on the street, hand in hand and talking about everything while going to the brunch. When we finally arrived to the place, we sat down, ate until we were full and stayed talking.

"You know, this feels so right. It feels like I've been doing this a lot with you!", I smiled.

"Well I'm glad you feel that way! And I agree, this feels so right!", Mark smiled back at me.

"You know... I've been thinking about your position in this whole thing... How are you?", I was curious since I remembered how much Mark cried when I told everyone I didn't remember him.

"Oh, I'm ok now!", he quickly answered and played with his fingers.

"I mean, what did you feel the day when I woke up? I'm really sorry you had to deal with all that... ", I mumbled.

"No, don't be. It's not your fault... And the day? I felt like my whole world fell apart. Imagine spending two years with someone you're madly in love with, and then suddenly... it's all gone. I felt so lost. So lonely. Of course I had Jackson but still... I isolated myself. I kept telling myself that this is a nightmare, you will wake up soon, don't worry, but after awhile I realized I won't wake up", Mark quietly said, clearing his throat every now and then between his sentences so his voice wouldn't break.

I looked at him and felt sad. "I'm so sorry Mark... I'm trying my best to get my memories back", I quietly said.

"No Y/N, don't worry. Let's just focus on this moment. Let's not talk about sad things, hmm? Let's go!", Mark stood up and took my hand.

We continued our date at the park close by.
We walked there hand in hand and Mark bought me ice cream.

The time ran fast while we talked about everything. I felt like Mark was getting disturbed, since we went through all the basic stuff again. What he likes. What was his childhood like. What is his favorite food.
But he didn't mind. He actually seemed happy since I was trying my best to get to know him again.

"Shall we head back home? I bet Jackson is waiting for us", Mark chuckled a little.

"Yeah sure!", I nodded and grabbed his hand tighter.

"This feels nice", Mark smiled and looked at me.

"I know. It really does", I smiled back and stopped walking. "Do you know what else would feel nice?", I continued. He looked at me confused.

"What then?"

"Close your eyes Mark", I smirked.
He didn't waste any time and closed his eyes immediately. I bit my lower lip. Is this a good idea or not?

I placed my left hand slowly on his shoulder, and my right hand found itself on his chest.
Mark was breathing heavily. I leaned forward slowly and closed the space between our lips.

I noticed that Mark got surprised, but after a few seconds he gently grabbed my waist and pulled me a little closer so I wouldn't break the kiss. And I didn't.

The kiss was long and soft, yet filled with passion. After a while Mark pulled of the kiss, exhaling deeply. He pressed his forehead against mine and we both breathed heavily and stayed like that for a while.

Our first kiss.
Our first kiss after the accident.
And it felt damn good.

Mark cupped my cheeks and looked me in the eyes with a wide smile. It felt like my stomach made a backflip.

"Well, you were right, that felt really nice", he laughed with a slightly red face.

"Haha felt more than nice", I laughed back and grabbed his hand in mine again.

"Shall we go then?", I smiled.
Mark nodded and we started to walk back to the house.

What a great date.