Faded Memories

16

\\Katsuki//

(for izuku since he lives in america his weekend just started while katsuki since he lives in japan it just ended)

The whole week I felt like complete shit. Nothing but Izuku was on my mind. Since I didn't feel like going to the lacrosse try outs shitty hair told me they are doing try out only until tuesday which is tomorrow so I need to get that done. I glare at my alarm to see its 4:30 am. I hadn't slept all night. Every time I try sleeping I always keep tossing and turning and I just can't sleep!

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I slid open the door to class 1-A. Shitty hair runs to me but stops. "B-bakubro. You don't look so good." "I don't feel good either. I couldn't sleep." I said it way more calmer than usual. I groggily walked to my seat and slumped down.

Half an hour into the lesson my eyes felt like weights were on my eye lids. I was so damn tired. I gave in the my tiredness and fell asleep...

\Izuku/

It's Saturday, and I have nothing to do. I stare at my ceiling, when I was in japan i'd usually go for walks or jogs.... I guess I can go for a walk and get to know this place better.

I grab my wallet and headphones  and walk out. My mom was already at work so I didn't have to tell her.

[play the song 🥰]

I go to my playlist and hit shuffle. It's a sunny day and everyone's out smiling. I like being alone, I don't need to worry about anyone else. It's just me, sometimes it could get lonely.

There was a pond not far from my house. There were cool fishes i've never seen in japan before. There were stores selling food i've never even heard of.

There was one that caught my eye. "Jackson's quick grill." Whats a Jackson? I walk in and i'm immediately greeted with seasons and barbecue sauce.....Pleasant.

I didn't mind it but it was really strong. "Hi! Welcome to jackson's grill what can I getcha!" I was taken aback by the loud upbeat voice. I took out my headphones, "Uhh, I've never really been here. In fact I just moved here for Japan so....What would you suggest?" His face lightens up.

"That's so cool! I promise you'll love Jackson's grill. Our special is "The triple stuffed meat lovers!" That honestly sounds like a whole problem of high cholesterol.

"Uh....What is that?" "Oh right! It's a three patty burger stuffed with bacon, it has cheese on all layers and it's a side of fries." Holy fuck!? Do Americans really eat like this!?

"Uh...S-sure." He types a few things in his computer thing. "Alright! Thatll be...7.45 but since your new it'll only be 6.00!"

Thanks.... I handed him six dollars and he said it will be out shortly. Like he and the reastruant name said it was quick. "Have a nice day!" I take the bag that had my food and was on my way back home....

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I was at my table staring at the burger. All I smelt was grease. I picked it up not knowing what to do with it. It was gigantic! I take one bite...It was actually pretty damn good! I can't be eating like this every damn day so i'll make it a thing to go what? Every month and a half?

I could only get through two fourths of the burger before I gave up and was stuffed. I felt like throwing up. I went to my bed and immediately slept...

\\Katsuki//

"Baku....ro"

"Bakub...o....wake."

"BAKUBRO WAKE UP!"

I jolted back up. "WHAT THE FUCK SHITTY HAIR!?" He scared the hell out of me! "You were asleep the hole two class periods!" Damn. Aizawa didn't say anything? "Oh." I realized it was lunch time.

I got up not looking at shitty hair and walked to the cafeteria. Racoon eyes and dunce face were already there. I sit down and my gaze wonders to the table Izuku would always sit at alone.

God I miss him! I was so stupid believing Uraraka, I was nieve and to arrogant. I just hope he's doing better wherever he's at.

\\Izuku//

[6:34]

I wake up to my alarm I have set for the weekends. I don't really like sleeping in unless I feel dead and just need more sleep. Not want, need.

I get up and brush my teeth staying in my pajamas. When I walk out I still see my half eaten burger on the table. I glare at it remembering all the fat, grease, and calories I ate. Now that I think about it I might as well go on a run.

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I came back from my run sweating. I'm so out of shape. I take a shower getting all of the sweat off me and walk out to see my mom up watching the news. "Izuku! Good morning!" I give a light hearted smile, "morning."

She frowns at my choice of words. "Izuku you seem less...happy? I mean you were never really the energetic hyper kid or teenager but as your mother who birthed you and seen you grow up you seem less happy. Huh! Oh no my baby! Do you have depression!? Oh no i'm such a bad mother for not realizing it sooner! Izuku i'm so sorry-."

And that ladies and gentlemen is where I got my habit from. "Mom. Mom! I'm fine I promise, I was just thinking of something's."

Like kacchan, U.A, kacchan,  uraraka..... Kacchan. She cups my face and hugs me. One of those motherly hugs. "I love you Izuku." I awkwardly pat her back.

"Love you to mom." She looks at her watch and sighs. "I have to be at work in two hours, I need to get ready now leaving me an hour and a half to get to work leaving me half an hour-."

Her voice slowly fades as she walks out muttering. I chuckle and shake my head. I sit down on the couch looking at what's on the news my mind is somewhere completely different.

Sometimes I wonder what would my life would be like if I never meet kacchan, or if uraraka was never in the picture. Or if I didn't leave U.A. It's all in the past now I guess. There's no turning back.