Faded Memories

...fuck

Katsuki

We went back to the dorms quietly. Izuku apologized for crying and probably ruining that day. I reassured him that this was the most amazing day I had with him. We came back to see everyone having dinner. "Hey! You guys are back!" "We made plates for you guys." Asuna said. I looked at Izuku and he sadly smiled at Asuna.

"I'm not...I'm not actually hungry at the moment...T-Thanks though. I think i'm just going to...Go to... bed. Yeah, i'm going to bed." Everyone waved him goodbye. I watch him leave knowing he was sad about Asuna and I. "I'll be back." I run after Izuku. He was right in front of his door.

He was holding onto the door handle contemplating something. "Izuku." He looked up at me wiping his eyes. It hurts me knowing he cry's to himself not wanting anyone to see. He opens his door almost closing it but I stop the door. I opened the door going into the room.

I closed the door, I turned to him to see he was taking his shoes off. He immediately got in bed putting the covers over his head. I heard his sniff and cry. "Why did you kiss me?" I stayed quiet and sat on his bed. He took his head out of the covers reavealing how sad he really was. The sad expression was mixed with a glare thrown my way.

"Why did you kiss me." I stay quiet again not knowing what to say. "Why did you kiss me!?" He raises his voice, again I stay quiet. "Why did you kiss me knowing that you'd go back to Asuna! Hell why did I kiss you back!" He tried to not cry but failed.

"I-It's not fair! It's not fair that you get to constantly hurt me. Everything you do it hurts me. And in the end I always come crawling back to you. Can't you see everything you do, everything you say, every look my way makes me fall deeper and deeper in love with you?!"

I didn't know what to say. I kissed him because i'm still madly in love with him. I look his way because I love the sight of him, I talk to him because I love hearing his voice. "I think...I think we need space. A lot of it. So please just- just don't talk to me." I couldn't do anything but respect his choice. I wanted to argue with him and tell him I love him and I can't stop talking to him.

I hold his shoulders and make him look at me. "Izuku, I love you too much to do that. I can't go an hour without looking at you let alone talking to you. You mean to much to me." I hug him and don't let go. "Let go of me." He demands, I continue hugging him not letting go. "L-Let go of me."

He really does mean a lot to me. I know it's hard to see that when I'm dating a whole other person. "K-Kacchan let g-go of m-me." He starts crying again. I'm not letting go. Not until he realizes that I love him to much to walk away. He sobs and hugs me back tightly. "I-I hate you Kacchan..." I lightly laughed, "I know..."

We lay down and started talking. Though because he was crying he kept stuttering. I rub his back and allow him to take his time. Neither of us bring up Asuna. We talk about random things laughing at each other's jokes. It was amazing. I feel so happy when i'm with him. He calmed down, he thanked me for today.

"Yeah, I had a lot of fun too." All of a sudden he starts laughing. "What's so funny." I start to lightly laugh out of confusion. "Nothing...Just thinking." "About?" "If I gave you the 10 dollars for a kiss~" I looked at him shocked but smirked, "Keep your money." I lean in kissing him.

A/N: I cringed a little but I couldn't find the right plot for this to work out so I used this, please don't beat me!

He kissed back, his hand moved to my neck while his other was leaning him up straddling me. The kiss was sweet and passionate. I wanted the kiss to last forever. I put both my hands on either sides of his thighs. Neither of us wanted to pull away.

He pulled away taking his shirt off. I smirk and begin kissing him again. His member kept rubbing against mine causing him to moan. Those sweet sweet sounds I loved hearing. I leaned up taking my shirt off. He bit his lower lip and stared down. I moved him on his back and started kissing him again.

He deepened the kiss, I moved away kissing his neck. "Ah~!" His hand lightly grips at my hair.

"K-Kacchaann~!" His legs wrap around my waist pulling me closer. I've wanted to do this for so long. He kisses me with need and lust. "Izuku-." "I need you." He looked at me with desperation and lust....Fuck.

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Izuku laid asleep beside me. I sat there thinking what the fuck did I just do.