The Band

Love or lust?

A/N: I should explain, Lis is married yes but she's in love with a version of Natsu....it'll be explained in this chapter. Sorry and thank you's,
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Natsus pov
It was all I could think about..No.
She's all I can think about and when I think of some one else. She's back.
She give me pleasure and pain. She's my favourite kinda drug and she's stuck in my brain. For ever holding me. She's unfortunately the affair I  can't share.

She's married.
She's a bitch.
I'm in love?
Hung up?

"Natsu are you okay" she asked and looked up from my chest.

"Yeah I'm fine, but don't you have a husband?" I looked down at her and she smiled.

"Yep and you've gotta show" She remarked and got.

"Lis, your married" I said and she turned to me.

"Your lonely and miss me" she pulled her hair into a bun.

"I-"
Was I so lonely I'd sleep with another man's girl? Have I reached that low? but I love her?

"Leave natsu" she said and handed me my scarf.

Am I fuck buddy?

"What the hell this" I growled angry at myself.

"You tell me? You came here and kissed me. You came here. All I know is that...it was amazing" she closed her eyes and rubbed her arms.

I smirked, hell yeah it was amazing
I'm Natsu fucking Dragneel. But wait.

"But I'm"

Ring Ring

My phone rang and I answered it.

Jellal: stage now
He said and hung up.

"I have to go, but before I leave I've gotta question" I said and she looked up.

"What?" She asked

"When did you fall out of love" I asked and her eyes flashed with pain.

"Funny thing about that,I loved you. But then you got famous and then you got such a persona about you and that persona did whatever the fuck he wanted. I liked that one. Then you father came back and he changed you, your still daddies little boy Natsu. Now the persona that did whatever he wanted. That was what I loved. But ya'know who knows maybe he'll come back. Maybe he'll be mine forever this time." She said and draped her body on the bed.

"Your married, I can't be yours if your married"
I said and sat down.

"Marriage is nothing but a paper?" She said and climbed on my lap.

"But still" I whispered.

"Well until I fix that, I'll see ya around" she winked and got off me.

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Ididn't say anything.
I walked out and went to the nearest bar I could find.

"Natsu!!?" Mirajane yelled and looked at me.

"Oh no honey youve gotta show?" She said and walked up to me.

" please" I whispered.

"Your an idiot" she said and hit my arm.

"Here" she added and handed me a shot.

She's back and I'm happy.
No your not.