~This vicious cycle ~ (im5 fanfiction)

I'll take my own advice

Omari's P.O.V

Turns out, the school was closed down for the rest of the month. That was just bad news for me because I was working on impressing my teacher. Now I would have to wait a whole 3 weeks before that would happen. To be sure if anything happens to my document, I types it on the computer early that morning. I saved the document and sat up in my room and read my Edgar Allen Poe book. It was getting intresting and I would love to hear what would happen next. But, I closed the book to recap on my date yesterday.  I did a lot of remebering, because my teacher once told me  if you remeber things, it helps your brain function.  So I started too, and it became a major habit.

~Flashback~

My date with my Ex-boyfriend David V, (I call him Dave) was great. I see he had gotten taller then before,  and he got a new haircut.  His standards were still pretty much the same, and he wad single as a pringle. We did meet at Starbucks, and discussed our relationship.  He did indeed want to get back with me, and he said he still loved me. I was actually touched by his words, and accepted my feelings. Butni had to break it to him that they were mutual, and I wanted advice from him.  He agreed to listen about Will and Evilivia(Olivia), how I met Will,  and what happened yesterday. After what was a boatload to take in, David's eyes were wide open. "Omari, I dont remeber you that crazy, " he said laughing.  I tried to laugh but it started to haunt me. I really hurt the girl, and the worst part was my bestfriend didnt even back me up.  She actually stayed at the house to help out. For once I felt super alone. At the table, David seen my tears and handed me a napkin. I nodded thankyou and used them to wipe my eyes. Today I was all alone, tomorrow I would be too. Its like I messed uo everything for myself. The only thing to do now was lay low and keep quiet. My embarrassment covered me. All I could do was hide in guilt and regret. We finished our drinks and continued to talk about our lives after we broke up. It felt  good to get that off my chest, since so much more things were added to it yesterday. We both agreed to stay friends, and call if we need eachother. I told David thankyou for reaching out to come and meet me. "No problem Babe" he said gently and gave me an akward side hug. I nodded and he opened the door and followed me out the store.  He walked the opposite way, and I walked mine.  At this time it would be appropriate for me to say "wait David!!" But I didnt. I watched him cross the street then fade into a tiny smudge. Then I patrolled on home.

When I arrived home I seen Chelle,Dana and Will on the couch. They were watching something on YouTube that starred Nash Grier in it. I ignored their staring, but could feel their annoying eyes on my back. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a glass cup from the dishwasher. I filled it with water then went to my room. To make sure I wasnt followed I scurried up the stairs and locked the door. I didnt feel like talking to anyone.

~End of Flashback~

I reopened my book and read until chapter 10. It was oddly distributing that the character had gotten away with numerous murders. How did he do it? Did his guilt not yet strike him? How did he sleep at night? Those questions floated in my head about Olivia. Only my guilt did strike me. I pitied her poor eyes even though she was a little trick to me. Even though her attiude was poor and her personality was fake, she didnt deserve to be temporarily blind. I cackled at my thoughts.  She could have been temporarily blind, and as of now that was oddly amusing.  My aunt heard my laughing and came into my room. "Alright sweetie?" She said gently stroking my hair. "Im fine Auntie, but I did somebad things and kinda isolated my mself. I used to have friends, but now im all alone." My voice lowered, and it soon died out. I felt sad again. Sometimes I had to just acknowledge I was bipolar.  " Mari, let me tell you something.  You may have done wrong, and lost some friends but hey!. Yoy are in a new state and new people. Dont let some mistakes break you down. Whatever you did no matter how severe,  its just you adapting. As long as the police isnt involved, ima let you decide what to do. You are smar Mari. You have moral values and common sense, thats why you're my favorite niece". She winked at me and kissed my forehead. She then walked out and closed the door softly. I took what she said and thought about it closely before opening the book again.

Chelle was in her room watching Netflix. She for once was alone, and cuddled up in her blankets. I asked to come in watch what she was watching,  but she rensented. Instead she just began to yell at me. She hopped out of bed and grabbed my shoulders and directed me to her bed. Then she took the remote and violently shut the tv off.

Chelle's P.O.V

I had to chance to chew Omari out for what she did. I knew telling her the time she left out of Dana's was a bad idea, so I took the opportunity to do it now. I set her on my bed and told her this exactly. "OMARI. Take my advice, you know it was a little overly dramatic for you to throw that in her eyes right? Have you no sense? Will hates you, Jill banned you from her house, and the rest of the boys think you're crazy!!! Have you completely gone mad? Girl I know you barely settin in but please realize you ruined your only chance with Will. He's dating Olivia now!!" Omari just gazed at me. She nodded her head and walked back into her room. She didnt seem the least bit of phased that I yelled at her. I watched her close my door softly. This didnt look right at all. I tried to follow her back to her room to see if she was alright. She pushed my should and closed her door locking it too. I may have been a little too harsh to her.

Omari's P.O.V

Chelle had yelled at me about the realities I had try to hide from. But there was no use. I excepted it and walked into my room. I burried my face in my pillow and cried for hours. The only person allowed in was my aunt. She only knew and understood me.

Then I fell into a deep sleep. I dreamt I was at school and Will and Olivia bullied me. I then ran away where David and I turned into mermaids.  Not the typical dream but it did make a lot of sense. My self conscious was telling me to go back to David. The only problem was, I still loved Will. My nap was nothing short of a remedy. My stress was gone and I actually got to break a smile on my face. When I awoke, I got a text from Chelle that said come outside. I put on a half shirt that was striped (white and red), and sweatpants to match it. My hair was tied up high, and I had gigantic silver hoops.  I put on my sliver shoes and lip gloss and left out. Chelle was still outside,and luckily she was all alone. Her purpose to be out here ws to hang out and talk  about her outburst earlier.

Chelle's P.O.V

"Listen Omari im sorry for breaking the news to you like that, " I said softly trying to sound a little more sensitive. "I mean its whatver Chelle, its not like I care anymore. Not even my bestfriend went to back me up. You can just call me alone wolf."  Omari wiped her eyes and sat on the swings. She began to stare at the ground and kick the sand as she rocked back and forth. I felt so bad, I knew I should've been there for her. I was acting so selfish,  which I rarely do. Now I had to do something, something to fix all this. For some reason my feelings were becoming apart of hers. I felt like this was partially my fault. So I came to a conclusion to fix things between Omari and everyone else. Afterall, she was fighting her own battles without her best friends help.

"Omari!" . I called to her as I sprinted towards the swing set. "Whatduya say I try to help things between you and everyone else?  " Omari smiled dryly at my words. "GIRLL, letme explain something to you. There's no possible way im gonna be completely  cool with them. They really dont wanna see me, and now are convinced im crazy as hell, which I am but...." Omari blabbered on to saying stuff that was just nonsene to my ears. I knew what I had to do for her, and in the end she would thank me. There would be different feelings among everyone when I work my magical ways of reasoning and friendship. And yes guys, I am a fairy. A pretty sparkly fairy that helps people in need. Its a secret, dont tell anyone though.

Omari's P.O.V

Chelle tested my patience today. I cant believe she was trying to help me out now!!! But I could understand why, she hadnt been there to comfort me when Evilivia had been temporarily blind. She was still in the house taking sides!! I mean its ok for her to take sides, if that side is always me!! All im saying is I barely got here and already lost friends. I dont know how im gonna be when school is back. And worse, I dont know how they're gonna act when I get back. All I can do is pray and hope for the best.

So I also had given Chelle a piece of mind at the park. She really sounded ignorant at the basic facts in front of her. They were convinced I was crazy, and when that happens all trust is lost in that person. I couldn't have a reputation of craziness, because that was only part of my character. The other parts are kind, funny, and understanding.  I had let my bad side be shown, and it just ruined me. It was inly my fault, so I took complete responsibility and said, "Screw it"  and was just gonna go to school like nothing happened.  This works for me to,  forgetting the past for myself and moving on for me too. It was all about me now, no Will,  Olivia, nobody!

Just me .