MN: "I am.. besides it's just merely a crush"
CY: "Acknowledging my sexuality was really hard. Previously, I was in denial but as time passes by, I began to accept it. When I finally accepting my sexuality, I made up my mind to date a girl"
MN: "Aren't you like.. just curious of how dating a girl will be like?"
CY: "Let me tell you this. I dated men before but I didn't find them very appealing. Despite of dating men, I found myself checking out on girls more. I thought I was weird. Well, I used to like girls when I was a kid but it's just that I was still in denial. So, after trying a few relationships with men, I started to question myself whether I liked girls more or it was just merely attraction or admiring their beauty. So I did some kind of experiment. I texted just one girl and we were kind of having 'some' after constantly texting each other. We found ourselves catching feelings for each other. So I made up my mind, I told her 'let's date'"
MN: "So, how was it? the feelings of dating a girl? and are you still dating her?"
CY: "Well I felt more like myself when I'm with a girl. More comfortable. I don't know how to describe the feelings and hey I'm not dating anyone right now, the girl is my ex already"
MN: "Oh okay. Have you come out?"
CY: "Although I haven't come out of the closet yet, I am near ready if anyone surrounding me would find out about my sexuality"
MN: "Really? how did you manage to keep up your previous relationship with your ex?"
CY: "Secretly. It was hard though"
MN: "At least you've dated a girl already. I envy that. I'm just here still confused. So, anyways, what do you look after in this dating app?"
CY: "I think I want to express my gayness comfortably. 'Cause I don't think I can ever ungay myself. I want to be in a relationship again"
MN: "Hahaha ungay? that's new. Anyways, what traits do you search in a partner?"
CY: "Someone who loves me for who I am"
MN: "Okay. For me, I'm not quite sure. You know I have never been in a relationship with a woman before"
— to be continued —
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