CY: "May I know why?"
MN: "I feel like running everyday 'cause I fear of this feelings I have towards women that I can't open up to my family nor to anyone else. Everyday I live in such a pretentious life dating with some guys where I don't have any feelings for them. I am afraid that if I come out, my family will not accept me for who I am. 'Cause I know my family. If one day I did come out, I'll be grounded for life or worse be in a forced marriage with a guy. For them, being in love with the same gender is some kind of sickness.. that gay people need to be healed, to be sort out. You know how our society mindset works right? So that's why I am afraid to tell anyone. Not even my bestfriend knows that I'm gay. That's also the reason why I'm not ready to be in a relationship with a woman, I am afraid. So far, only you and Sana are the only people that know my sexuality. I did feel a bit better though after I opened up to you guys.. I am thankful too to have known both of you"
MN: "Everytime I run, I wish I could run forever, run to where I could be free. Run to where I could be myself.. but I couldn't. Don't you feel the same way too? afraid? oh by the way, kickboxing sound fun. I would love to try that one. Maybe one day you could teach me on how to kickboxing 😊"
CY: "You know what? I lived in such a pretentious life too hiding my sexual preference as in like I dated men or pretend to like men but in fact I have more feelings for women. Despite feeling scared to come out, I still dated a girl for years without getting suspected by my family.. and to me that was already a big achievement. I feel like myself more when dating a girl.. Eventhough I only dated a girl once, I felt more comfortable that way. None of my friends or bff know that I'm gay too. Even when I dated my ex gf, I just told my friends about her by referring her as 'him' because I didn't dare to disclose my sexuality to them, not even to my own family. To be honest, my family kept on pestering me asking when will I settle down? but hey what can I do? I don't feel like loving a man anymore.. can I just get married to a girl?"
MN: "I feel you Chaeng"
CY: " I want to come out of the closet so bad"
— to be continued —
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Storie brevi"I live in such a pretentious life dating with some guys where I don't have feelings for them" - Mina. "I want to come out of the closet so bad" - Chaeyoung. The two of them met.. and what will awa...
