13 Reasons Why / Zalex Story

I'll do anything for you

⚠️Warning: Smut

Alex POV

"I'm sorry Zach, I didn't mean to yell at you . It wasn't your fault. I'm just so fucking frustrated and disappointed." I said without looking at my best friend.
We were currently in my room sitting on the edge of my bed.
"You don't have to apologize Alex , it's fine. I understand that you are angry and frustrated and you have every right to be but, just please stop pushing the people away that want to help you and that love you." Zach said with his warm voice.
I looked at him and smiled a bit and he did the same.
"Still , I was an asshole . You are the last person that deserves to be yelled at by me. Thank you for being here , I don't fucking care how cheesy this sounds but, I wouldn't be able to do it without you."
Now his smile grew bigger. That absolute perfect smile.
"Like I said, it's fine. You know what, you never really yelled at me like that before." He smirked , ..I guess that was our first real fight , like an fucking old married couple". He said that while gently sqeezing my knee and smiling at the floor.
"Yeah, shit happens." I said while his hand was still on my left knee. I looked at his hand. I always liked Zach's hands. They are pretty big and warm and just beautiful like the rest of him. I don't know what I'm thinking right now, but you can't deny it that Zachery Dempsey is one fucking hot man.
Then he took his hand of my knee and the warmth with him. Zach laid back down on the bed and flopped his arms over his head.
"My dick still doesn't work though, thats the fucking worse out of all of this."
I don't know why I said that right now but I couldn't think of anything else, it's so fucking annoying.
Zach didn't say anything and just looked at the ceiling.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that. I know that you don't like talking about that stuff, it's probably weird." I said and let out a nervous laugh.
Zach sat back up and looked at me with a tiny smile. "Dude, it's not weird. It's totally okay, I'm your best friend, of course we can talk about that stuff. I'm sorry I was being so quiet, I just thought about something when you said that, but it's stupid." At the last sentence Zach's cheeks flushed a bit.
I looked at him confused and said: "What exactly were you thinking about that was so stupid?"
He just continued smiling at the floor.
"Oh come on Zachy , it's not like the first time you thought of something stupid." I said while rolling my eyes.
"The fuck is that supposed to mean Standall." he said with a daring grin.
"You know, you're pretty fucking stupid all the time Zachybear." I answered with confidence in my voice.
"Oh yeah, yeah? , oh it is on Standall." After he said that he smacked me with a pillow.
I looked at him dumbfounded.
"Oh you are right, it is on." And with that a pillow fight broke out.
I was about to let Dempsey eat another one of my pillows when he suddenly snatched it out of my hand and put his hands up in defense.
"Ok ok big guy, you win. I'm actually worried, is your head ok. I didn't think about that before I hit you with the pillow." He said that with an actual worried look on his face.
"You being serious Zach?, its a fucking pillow, calm down." I said with a calm voice.
"Yeah, yeah sorry, you're right. I probably overreacted, sorry dude." he said and his perfect fucking smile was back.
"Ok and now tell me about your fucking stupid idea Zachary Dempsey."
"Ok , ok, don't hate me please , it's just an idea. Um.., so , you and your...problem,um."
He was nervous
Zach fucking Dempsey was nervous.
"Hey, it's okay. I could never hate you." I assured him by caressing his knee.
"Ok, so...I was wondering if you maybe would want me to...help..um like I could give you a hand...you know. He said with a shaking voice while scratching the back of his head. He just stared at the floor and then spoke up again:"Like you know, maybe real human contact gets you...him.. back up".?
I looked at him half smiling half dumbfounded and being completely confused. Did he just really offer me a handjob. I didn't know what to say.
"Zach... I don't really know what to say.
I didn't expect that." I said
"I know, I know it's stupid I'm sorry, I just.. I don't know. It makes me really sad to see you so frustrated, I want to do everything that I possibly can to help you.
I smiled and finally he looked at me and did the same.
"It was a dumb idea I'm so fucking sorry..I..um." he was so lost.
"You know what?" I said. "It's actually not that stupid. Maybe we should try. Only if you want to of course. I don't really know what to do anymore so maybe you're right and I need human contact..." I ended my sentence.
"Of course I would do it. I mean it was my idea after all, I want all the fucking credit if it works dickhead. He said with a big grin on his face.
"Ok sooo..?" Zach asked.
I didn't say anything, I just stood up and closed the door. No one was home yet but just in case.
I sat back on my bed beside Zach and looked at him.
"What now?" I asked.
"Well, um.." Zach answered.
He didn't know what to say and neither did I so he just began to open the button of my pants and zipped down the zipper.
I stopped him for a second so I could pull down my pants to my ankles.
Zach looked at me and I just nodded.
He put his hand on the waistband of my briefs and pulled a bit on them.
At least he is as nervous as I am.
Thats something new
For both of us.
Suddenly he spoke up again:"Ok so,um.. you ready, and you are still sure you want this?" He asked with his calm deep voice.
"Yes, I'm sure." I quickly answered.
Then Zach put his hand in my briefs and grabbed my dick. I definitely felt something but it's only the beginning.
I looked at Zach and he looked pretty overwhelmed.
"Alex, could you like, close your eyes..for now"? he asked.
"Sure." I answered. I closed my eyes and let myself fall back on to the bed.
Zach began stroking my dick.
Shit, I didn't feel much.
Zach now pulled my briefs all the way down and I stepped out of my pants and briefs so my dick was completely exposed to him.
He began pumping it again.
I mean I can kinda feel something but not enough.
"Fuck." I said
"What? Am I doing something wrong?.. I'm sorry it doesn't work, fuck why did I even come up with that , that was so fucking predictable . I'm sorry Alex." Zach didn't stop apologizing.
"Zach stop apologizing, it's not your fucking fault." He took his hand away from my dick. "I'm a fucking crippled, my fucking dick doesn't work because my bitch ass needed to shoot himself in the head." I said with a hint of anger.
"No Alex stop, stop saying shit like that. I'm sick of that. We will get you back on track.
Is there maybe something I could do different, I don't really know what you're into." He said. He tried so much, just for me.
"I don't deserve you." I said with honesty.
"Yeah, but you still have to stand me."
We smiled at each other.
"I have an idea, if you don't mind it." I said
"You do?. Amazing! What is it, I really wanna help you." He said with hope.
"Could you maybe,.. I mean. I know you asked me to close my eyes, but could you take your shirt off and you know let me look at you while you're doing it? Maybe that helps me." I said with long pauses in between words.
"Yeah sure, whatever you need." Zach answered and took his shirt off.
He threw it in the corner of my room and leaned over me as I laid back on my bed.
He looked down and started pumping my dick once again.
I looked at the beautiful man above me.
Wow
Those abs were something
Damn
I unintentionally started to ran my hands over his chest and down to his stomach.
I just needed to touch him.
His pumps got quicker.
And then he kissed me.
He kissed me and I kissed back immediately.
And as he slipped his tongue inside of my mouth I ran my hand down to the waistband of his sweatpants, and the second I grabbed his already hardening dick I could feel myself getting hard.
I stopped making out with him for a second and said:"Omg, Zach, it works. I can feel it. Holy Shit." I said with happiness in my voice.
"Yeah, I can feel it...um so. You wanna stop or..??"
Is he seriously asking that.
"You really are stupid Dempsey." I said with a dirty grin and pulled him back into the kiss.
I passionately kissed him and slipped my tongue back into his mouth.
I started pulling down his sweatpants.
He stopped the make out session and pulled down his pants and boxers and then he took of my Shirt and our socks.
Now we were completely naked and started making out again and stroking each others dicks.
He was such a good kisser.
He got faster again and I moaned into the kiss.
"You like that, huh." He said smirking.
He began kissing my neck and when he bit down on my collarbone I moaned again
But louder.
"OUU FUCK, Zach you fucking bit me, you dick." I half yelled half moaned.
"You seem to like it." And so he did it again.
"Oh God Ah fuck." I was a moaning mess but I heard Zach whimpering too.
He started to rub our erections against each other and I got overwhelmed by the feeling .
"Fuck Alex , OH FUCK ....Alex." Zach moaned my name and I fucking loved it.
"Fuck Zach, fuck me, fuck me Zach." I moaned.
Zach stopped his motion and asked out of breath.
"You sure about that Alex, it'll probably hurt. I don't wanna hurt you."
"Omfg Zach please just fuck me if I ask you to. Please Zach, fuck me." The condoms are in the second drawer." I said.
Zach quickly got up to get one and put it on in lightning speed.
"Ok be careful though." I said now a bit scared.
"Always."
He started kissing my neck again and told me to take a deep breath and then I felt him pushing his dick inch by inch inside of me.
He waited a bit so I could get used to the new feeling.
"You okay?" he asked.
"Yeah, it's just a bit weird. I mean I've never done this before so yeah."
"Ok I think you can move now." I assured him.
Zach started to push his dick in and out again and again.
"Ahh..ah." I started to whimper a bit.
"Should I stop?" Zach asked worried.
"No, no keep going, please."
He continued and kissed me.
I love kissing him, he is incredible at it.
Zach slipped his tongue back into my mouth and I was a moaning mess again.
"Mmmh,ah...mmhmm."
Now Zach began to pick up his pace.
He let go of my lips and made hickeys all over my neck, shoulders and chest.
"Oh you..ahh.. you're such a..mhm.. dick Zach." It was hard to speak but I said what I wanted to say.
He just grinned at me.
And then he got faster and started licking over my right nipple.
And then he hit the spot.
"OHHH FUCK, AH ZACH." I screamed.
He suddenly stopped.
"Omg Alex are you ok?!" He asked.
"Fuck Zach, more than okay. Do that again. That spot Zach. Fuck. Keep going, oh god." I reassured him out of breath.
Now he had a devilish smile on his face.
God he is so fucking hot.
He started to pick up his pace again and there it was.
"AHH, OH FUCK...ahh yes right there." I said.
He kept fucking that spot and I couldn't handle myself anymore. I was so overwhelmed by that feeling.
I grabbed Zachs face and made out with him again.
I grabbed his hair and pulled at it every time he hit the spot. Zach moaned at that. So he does like it a bit rough.
"Oh fuck Alex..Mhm..mmh..ah." He moaned in between kisses.
And then he got even faster.
I just layed back with my mouth open and let him take over my body.
I was so close.
"Fuck Zach, I'm gonna cum..mhm." I moaned.
"Mhm Alex, I'm gonna cum too."
He continued fucking me and then for the last seconds he took my dick into his hand and started jerking me off again.
"FUCK ZACH." with those words I came all over my stomach and Zachs hand.
He fucked me a bit more and then he came too. "FUCK, oh fuck Alex." He moaned.
When he was done he took my face into his hand and kissed me.
Then he pulled himself out of me and threw the condom in the trash.
Thank God he hit the trashcan with that shot and not something else.
He laid back on the bed beside me and I put the blanket over our naked bodies.
"Zach that was amazing." I spoke up.
"Yeah, yeah it was." He answered and put his hand on his stomach.
"But...that's not normal right, I mean it is normal but not for best friends?" I kind of asked.
"Do you regret it?" Zach asked.
"No, not at all." I answered quickly.
"So what makes us that." He asked.
"I have no idea, I mean we clearly both enjoyed it... was that really just because you wanted my dick to work again?" I asked.
"And you say I'm the stupid one. Of course not. I mean that was my original intention but now... I guess it changed." He said.
"I never really thought of me being gay." I said.
"I did, I mean not really but...you know sometimes that was my answer why I never sticked with the girls I was with."
"Maybe we are not gay. We're just gay for each other." I said.
"Yeah maybe. I'm Alexsexuell." Zach said and I started to laugh.
"Damn Zach. Never thought you had a thing for sad, skinny cripplets.
I'm Zachysexuell I guess." I said
"Alex Standall has a thing for stupid jocks, wow." After he said that he kissed me.
I kissed back , but then I stopped.
"We can't tell anyone about this right? I mean at least not yet."
"Yeah, it will have to be our dirty little secret." He smirked.
"Those are my favorite secrets." I said back with a dirty smile.
It was then that I realized that Zachs hand was still sticky from my sperm.
"For fucks sake Zach, go wash your hand." I said while laughing.
"It's your fault Standall." He laught and tried to touch me with the hand. I dodged it.
"Oh fuck no, I swear to god if you touch me with that hand." I said
"It's your fucking semen. I'm the one who has it all over his hand even though it's not mine." He argued.
"So go wash your fucking hands." I said again.
He stood up and went to the bathroom in my room. On his way I couldn't take my eyes off of his perfect ass.
My dick didn't work for so long.
And now I can already feel it getting hard again just from the sight of Zach's naked body, even though we had sex only a few minutes ago.
As he came back from the bathroom I had a perfect view of his dick.
I stared at his face, then his abs and now at his dick. I didn't even realize that Zach just continued to stay in the doorframe.
"You like what you see." he suddenly spoke up with a huge grin on his face.
I finally looked away from his crotch back in his face.
"I..um.. sorry. But to answer your question. Yes I do, a lot." I said that with confidence.
Zach got back into my bed and under the blanket. He pulled me closer to him.
I guess he wanted to cuddle.
And then I realized that my dick really was hard again. That is impressive.
"Oh..? What? Already. I mean. That is your dick that I feel and not a ruler or something, am I right?" Zach asked and his smile grew wider.
I felt my face turning red.
"Yeah." I almost whispered.
"Jesus, wow I feel honored. First your dick doesn't work at all and now. Who would have known you only needed to see the very handsome Zach Dempsey naked to get you hard again." He laughed.
"Shut up." I said and punched his arm.
And then he said something I never thought to hear out of his mouth.
"You want me to suck you off?"
I stared at him with a
"You serious" look on my face.
"What? I gave you a handjob and I fucked you. I don't think that a blowjob is that off between the two of us." he said that like it was nothing.
"Ok, I mean, why would I say no to that. I just didn't think you would do that."
"I'd do anything for you. And you will pay me back, so yeah."
I laughed and then Zach crawled under the blanket.
I gasped at the feeling of his wet and warm mouth around my cock.
He moved really slowly and that was painful.
"Fuck you Zach, stop teasing please." I whined.
Zach responded with pinching my right nipple.
But then he got quicker.
He swirled his tongue around my tip and started sucking.
"Oh yes...mhm. Fuck Zach that feels good." I moaned.
He continued his actions and I put my hands into his hair. I know that he loves it when I pull on it.
He got even faster and that brought me over the edge.
"AH ZACH,FUCK!" I screamed and clenched my hand in his hair.
I came in his mouth, and Zach spitted the load into a tissue.
"Ok I would do almost everything for you, but not that, at least not yet." Zach said and threw the tissue into the bin.
"Jesus Zach, I would never ask you to swallow that." I said with a bit of concern.
He always wants to make everything right.
At least with me.
"Haha I know. But maybe I want to, some day."
I looked at him shocked.
And he just bursts out laughing.
"Wtf Zach, you're so fucking disgusting sometimes." And then I laughed too.
"One question. Is this like, you know, a thing now. Without anyone knowing but still a thing. So like... we don't do stuff with anybody else right." Zach asked.
"Yeah, of course. I don't want you hooking up with the wrong people." I answered.
"Oh,yeah? Then who are the right people if I might asked." He smirked.
"Oh, well I know someone."
"Oh, ok. Yeah well maybe I hook up with that someone." He said back.
"Yeah, maybe you should. You know maybe you should shove down your tongue into the someones mouth right now." I teased.
Zach took my face into his big hands and did as I said.
"Mhmm." Was all I could say.
Then I heard a car from outside.
I gently pushed Zach off of me and said:" Oh fuck I think that's my dads car."
Zach looked at me with a
Ok fuck what do we do now look.
"Fuck, what do we do now." he said.
You're too fucking easy dude.
"Um.. put on our clothes and get rid of the stains on the bed."
We both put our clothes back on and then I could already here the footsteps of my dad.
"Alex, are you here?" My dad asked into the house.
"Yes, upstairs." I answered.
I quickly took a tissue and got rid of the cum stain and Zach sat back on the bed.
Then my dad opened the door.
"Hey Buddy, didn't we say no closed doors."
"Yes sir, I'm sorry dad, I forgot." I answered.
"Oh hey Zach, I didn't know you were here."
"Hello Mr. Standall." Zach said and waved at my dad.
"Is everything ok? My dad asked.
"Yeah, why wouldn't it be?" I asked back.
"Well you look a bit out of breath and your face is red. Do you have a fever?"
"No, I'm good dad."
"Okay..um. Do you always wear different pairs of socks?" My dad asked.
I looked down to my feet.
Oh shit.
I was wearing one of my socks and one of Zachs socks.
"Oh, I didn't even realize it. That wasn't intentionally." I said with a nervous laugh.
Then my dad left the room with a bit confused look on his face.
"Fuck, that was close."
"Yeah." Zach answered.
"It's late, I should probably get going." Zach said.
I looked at him sad.
"We can make out in the bathroom, I'm allowed to close the door there." I said.
"Haha, oh that is very tempting , I must say."
He looked out the door to check for my dad and then he gave me a quick kiss.

We walked downstairs and that was when my mom came in.
"Hi Zach. I didn't know you were here today. How are you? She said while pulling him into a hug.
"I'm really good Mrs. Standall, thanks."
"Oh, are you already leaving. Don't you want to stay for dinner, it will only take a few minutes. You and Alex can play some video games while waiting."
I looked at Zach and he just nodded yes.
"Sure I would love to stay for dinner."
With that he took off his shoes again and we went back upstairs.