13 Reasons Why / Zalex Story

Justin Foley

Pov. Justin
I drove back to school to pick up Clay but by the time I got there, there was still an hour left. So I just sat in my car and thought about what had happened. I'm still kinda shocked and they definitely have to tell me how exactly all of that came about, but I'm also happy. They seem happy and all lovey dovey so who am I to judge. I'm kinda jealous too. I miss human contact or to be honest, having sex. Since Jessica and I decided that it would be better if we go parted ways I wasn't intimate with anyone else but myself. I'm not sad about breaking up with her, it's better for both of us but I do miss her as a friend. It's not that bad though. I still have Zach, Sherri, Tony and even Alex and I get along and I guess I don't really have a choice now that my best friend is banging him.
I chuckled to myself.
Tyler is a good friend too and I'm still sorry for being a dick to him all these years.
And then of course Clay.
Fucking Jensen.
I never thought that it would come that way but Clay Jensen is the person that I trust the most and that I depend on.
I love this guy, I really do. Without him I'd still be on the streets and a heroin addict. I'm not clean yet but I go to therapy and it's getting better. He trusts me and believes in me and that's what I really need. His parents also want to adopt me. I was really happy and excited when Clay told me about that. It's not that easy though, I have to be clean. It's still a rather long process till they can officially adopt me into their family but the thought alone already counts. I feel like a part of this family no matter what. I piece of paper doesn't decide that. It's them. And I love all of them.
Suddenly I got torn from my thoughts by the sound of I knock on my car window.
It was Clay and he was waiting for me to open the door.
I unlocked the doors and he threw his bag in the back and sat down on the seat next to me.
"Are you okay? You seem so lost in thought." Clay asked with a bit of concern in his voice.
"Yeah, yeah of course. I was just bored and thought about you and your parents."
I answered.
He just nodded and then I started the car.
"Was there a reason why you skipped the rest of the classes? You ran off so quickly" He asked.
"No, everythings fine I just needed some air." I lied.
I feel bad for lying to him but I have a good reason. It's Zach's and Alex' secret, for now, and if they're not ready to tell the others yet I shouldn't be the one to blurt it out.
The rest of the ride we mostly talked about school and my therapy.
"By the way, my parents told me that the social worker will come by tomorrow and ask some questions, or something like that." Clay explained.
"Alright. Should we be scared?" I jokingly asked.
"Oh yeah, definitely. Better hide your porn mags." He said sarcastically.
I rolled my eyes and stopped the car in front of our house. It's still weird for me to call it our house or our home. I can't believe how lucky I am. After all the shit I've done.
"You comin'?" Clay asked. He already hopped out off the car and was waiting for me.
I took the keys and my bag and walked behind him.
Clay unlocked the door and we went inside.

Pov. Clay
I closed the door behind me and Justin and I called for my parents. No one answered.
"I guess we're alone." I casually said.
"Oh good then no one can interrupt us." Justin joked and threw his arms around my neck.
"Fuck off". I laughed and shoved him off.
I started walking up the stairs and heard Justin behind me saying:"Oh come on, not even a friendly brojob." in a jokingly tone.
I grinned and held back a laugh.
I walked into my room and Justin followed me. I threw my bag in the corner of my room and layed down on my bed.
Justin did the same and threw himself on top of me.
"Ah, fuck you Justin." I coughed
He laughed and rolled himself off of me.
"Are you really so desperate for human contact?" I joked.
"Maybe." he hummed and suddenly grabbed my crotch. I got so suprised that my body jolted up and I fell out of the bed.
Justin started laughing.
"Jesus, Clay. I didn't know you were so jumpy." He said inbetween laughs.
I still was shocked and sat on the floor.
Justin was still laughing and I couldn't keep a chuckle in. Laughing is contagious and especially Justins.
"God, fuck you." I laughed.
"Sure, I would love to." he countered
"Jesus, you must be super horny."
"Yes can do." he sighed.
I smiled to myself.
"What? You like that idea?" he smirked and looked down on me.
I just looked at him with a blank face. I didn't know what to say.
"Clay? You okay. I'm joking don't worry." Justin said a bit concerned.
"Haha, no I know.. I just thought about how weird that would be. I mean not that you're weird. You look good. I mean you're nice. I just meant the situation would be weird. I mean not because we are guys. I have nothing against that. I mean because we're going to be brothers and wh-"
"Shut up." Justin cut me off in a calm tone.
"...sorry" I said.
I was still sitting on the floor. I looked at my feet and then back at him.
His eyes were fixated on the ceiling.
Suddenly he spoke up:"You think I look good huh."
I rolled my eyes at him:"Don't flatter yourself."
He grinned and got up from the bed.
He walked over to me and got on his knees. Justin sat down in front of me.
I just looked at him and followed every move of his body.
I'm nervous, why am I being nervous?!
We're just kinda starring at each other.
He lifts his hand slowly and cups my face.
I think my face is red like a tomato by now.
I'm shaking. What is happening.
Justins face is getting closer.
What should I do.
His face is so close I can feel his breath on my lips. What is he waiting for.
He looks at my lips and puts his hand that was cupping my face on my chin.
And then it happened.
He slowly closed the gap between us and kissed me. At first I was startled so I was just kinda sitting there without moving. But after a few seconds I closed my eyes and kissed him back. I tilted my head slightly to the side and Justin put more pressure into the kiss.
Suddenly he broke the kiss. I opened my eyes and my lips just kinda hung in the air. Justin stood up.
Is he leaving?.
He held out his hand.
I was confused but I took it and got up.
He pulled me into his chest and started kissing me again. I put my hands on his hips and felt Justins under my shirt. I squirmed a bit at the cold feeling of his hands. The kiss was getting rougher and Justin took his hands out from beneath my shirt and started pushing me towards my bed.
I fell back onto the bed and he climed on top of me. We continued making out and then Justin slipped his tongue into my mouth. He ran his hands up and down my hips and I slipped mine under his shirt. He stopped for a second and pulled his shirt off. I put my hands on his stomach and started kissing his neck. I kissed up his jawline and then placed my lips back on his. Justin pushed me back into my pillow and started to take off my shirt. I lifted my arms and he pulled it over my head and threw it on the floor. Justin kissed my neck and I put my hands in his fluffly hair. I really like the bit longer, curly and messy hair on him. He sucked on my collarbone and I tugged on a strain of his hair. The only noises that were coming from us were heavily panting and kissing. So unfortunately the moan that suddenly slipped out of my mouth couldn't be overheard. Justin looked at me with glossy eyes and a dirty grin on his face. I turned my head to the other side out of embarrassment. Justin used that opportunity and kissed up my neck to my jaw and then to my ear. He nibbled on it and that made me gasp. He licked his way back down until he reached the waistband of my jeans. I then just realized what was happening right now, but I didn't want it to stop either. Justin came back up and looked at me like he wanted permission. I couldn't bring a word out so I just nodded. We made out again and I could feel his hand slowly finding it's way into my briefs.
My breathing got heavier and Justin took that opportunity to slip his tongue back into my mouth. He moaned into the kiss and I could feel myself getting hard.
We both froze when we heard the keys turn in the lock.
"Shit." was all I could say.
Justin took his hand out of my pants and got up from the bed. He threw my shirt at me and picked his up from the corner of my room. We quickly got dressed and just kinda awkwardly stood in my room.
What the actual fuck just happened.
Would I have slept with him if we wouldn't have been interrupted?
Am I gay?!
Bisexual maybe?
I know what I am definitely. Fucking confused and aroused.
Justin sat down on my sofa and I didn't know what to do with myself.
"I'm...I'm gonna say hi to my parents."
Justin nodded and bit his lip.
I checked my fly before leaving the room and went downstairs.