I'm just a damned bottom

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Slightly smutty 😏 a good way to cum back. (Sorry for that bad joke, I'm a mess)

Pov. Alex
I still can't believe that my dad knew about Zach and I the whole time. Okay that happened only an hour ago but still. Zach and I were getting ready for school. I'm totally not in the mood for this bullshit. I mean I never am but today especially. Sometimes you just have these days where you're not motivated for anything. I would love to just stay in bed with Zach, cuddling and kissing till we're tired enough to sleep again. And maybe some other stuff too. I have a dirty grin on my face and I look over to the bathroom where Zach is blow drying his hair after having his morning shower. He is still dripping wet and the towel around his waist hangs very low. He turns to look at me and smiles while running his hand through his hair. I feel myself blushing, I look down, staring at his V-line. I'm biting my lip trying not to drool. I finally turn around and continue dressing. I hear the blow dryer turn off as a step out of my briefs. Zach walks up behind me and grabs me by my waist. I feel so small under his grip. I'm butt-ass naked and shivering, facing away from his probably smirking face. Suddenly he turned me around and I couldn't catch myself so I fell into his chest. He caught me and my face was burning red and pressed against his wet body. I looked up at him, he was just smiling while inching his face towards mine. I smiled back and kissed him. Zach broke the kiss and slightly pushed me on to my bed. I sat down still looking into his face.
"We need to get dressed." Zach said.
He walked over to my drawers and grabbed new boxershorts then came back and kneeled down in front of me.
Is he doing what I think he's doing?
Zach starts putting my feet through the holes and slowly pulling the briefs up.
"What are you doing?" I ask a little bit confused.
"Nothing." he answered blandly
He keeps pulling them up and stops at my thighs.
What now..?
He starts caressing my thighs, rubbing up and down. My toes start curling up and I have goosebumps all over my body.
"Zach wh-what are you doing?" I asked again with a shaking voice and struggling to get a word out. I look down trying to focus on his big, beautiful hands.
"Zach we have school in a few minutes."
He stops and continues to pull up my briefs. I sigh and lift myself up a bit so he can slip them over my butt. I thought whatever he was doing was over but he didn't stand up. His hands were back on my thighs and now started inching towards my crotch. I bit down on my lips to keep quiet and Zach began palming me painfully slow through my underwear.
"Zach we..mhm."
I could feel myself getting hard.
"Fuck." I whispered through my pressed lips.
Then he stopped.
"Shit we need to get going." Zach said and walked back into the bathroom to get dressed.
Are you fucking kidding me.
"Are you fucking kidding me."
Zach smirked and got dressed.
I had a full on raging boner.
This can't be real.
How is he always doing that.
I'm too fucking weak, god fucking damnit Alex.
I got up and put on the rest of my clothes.
I still couldn't get back at him for yesterday and now this. I can't with this guy. He came out of the bathroom fully dressed and I gave him an annoyed look. I grabbed my bag and my cane and walked out the door. I put on a big hoodie to cover up my, for some fucking reason, that starts with Z and ends with ach, erect penis. Zach ran after me and put his arm around my waist to help me down the stairs. I'll allow it but I will still play pissed. I took the last step and untangled myself from his grip and walked out the door without waiting for him. Then I realized, fuck me jesus fucking christ he's driving me to school. Well okay I can do this. I can't give in again. I walked up to his car and waited for him. Zach came out right behind me and looked at me confused.
"Oh come you can't be that pissed at me." he said. I didn't answer. Can he just open the fucking car. Zach waited for a second and then finally took out his car keys. He wanted to open my door for me but I did it myself. I have to go all out. Zach got in the car and started driving.
"You wanna listen to Ramones a bit?" he asked. Again, I didn't answer and just looked outside the window.
Zach started driving.
"Oh come on Alex. Talk to me."
"Allyyyyy."
I took out my phone and put my earbuds in. Zach looked at me sad. Oh god. Stop. That is torture. That sad look on his face.
I have to ignore it.
Suddenly Zach parked the car next to a dead end of the road that led into a field.
I looked at him and looked away again.
Zach pulled my earbuds out of my phone.
"Heeyy!" I exclaimed.
"Don't heeey me, what the fuck is going on." Zach said slightly angry.
"Are you serious.?" I asked.
I unbuckled my seatbelt and tried to open the door but Zach was faster and grabbed my wrist and locked the doors.
"Can you please just fucking drive, we're going to be late." I said and crossed my arms over my chest. I hate doing this but he does kinda deserve it.
"Buckle up, then." Zach answered.
"No."
"Stop."
"Stop what?"
"I know that you're doing this on purpose, now fucking buckle up."
"Open the door. I'll take the bus."
"Alex I swear to god I will fucking tie you to this seat.
I just sat there, then Zach reached over me and buckled me up.
He finally started driving again.
After 10 minutes of deadly, torturous silence we made it to the schools parking lots. I don't know if Zach is pissed at me. I'm the one that's supposed to be pissed.
I got out of the car and tried to get away by walking in with other people but Zach grabbed my hand and pulled me inside while pushing other students out of the way.
Oh god.
What have I done.
Help.
Zach dragged me through the hallways and everyone was staring at us. I held on to my cane for dear life
"Zach not so fast, let go." I said.
He just kept walking until we were at our first class. No one was here yet and I sat down at my usual seat in the back. Zach walked up to me and stopped in front of my table. He placed his hands on it and hovered over me. God he is so fucking tall and intimidating. His face is getting closer and he just stares at me. I try to hold his gaze but I just can't. His eyes have this dark look in them that I just can't handle. I look away but he grabs my chin and turns my head back in his direction again. We hear the door opening and that is my rescue. He lets go of me but to my surprise sat down next to me. Normally Tyler sits next to me in History. But what am I supposed to do. I feel like making any kind of noise would drive him to kill me. Okay maybe that is a bit exaggerated but I just don't know how to act right now. How the fuck does he always get the upper hand. No matter what. I'm just a damned bottom. God fucking damnit.
I see Tyler walking into the room. I wave at him with a small smile on my face. He looked a bit confused but smiled back and just sat down in the front of the class.
Zach was scrolling mindlessly on his phone till the teacher came in.

*20 minutes later*
We were writing down the stuff from the blackboard and I started getting bored.
I don't even know what my plan with Zach is anymore. Did I ever have a plan. Now he's just pissed and oddly scary but hot. Okay he is always hot.
I'm looking at him. His fist is clenching his pen so hard, I can see a vein going up his arm. Fuck. That one strand of hair fell into his face and I would love to run my hand through it. Fuck.
I can't control myself.
I place my hand on his thigh. He slightly twitches and looks at me then looks back into this textbook.
Now I have the perfect plan.

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Guys, holy hell I am not dead and I'm not abandoning this story. The moment I will end this story I promise you will know. I would never just end it without telling you guys. I was just really unmotivated these last months. The whole pandemic and studying really put me into a big depression but today I finally found the long lost motivation and had fun writing this. So I hope you'll enjoy it and I hope you're all doing well. Don't be too harsh on me I'm probably a bit rusty. But if you do have ideas or just simply want to chat, go ahead I'm always reading your comments because I love to do that.
Lots of love ❤️

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