The good the bad and the dirty

13~Craig

Wow. Even though I am making failed attempts at trying to stand I love every moment.
Every second with tweek is amazing I get lost in those beautiful green eyes every time.
About half an hour ago we shared a kiss. A KISS.

I'm still wondering if that really happened it felt like a dream that I never wanted to wake up from.
His lips are so soft just as I imagined them to be. 

I didn't want to make him feel uncomfortable even though the whole thing was probably very startling for him. I was as gentle as I could be but I didn't want to be boring so I added a bit of tongue. He surprisingly kissed me back but it was the dare.

I don't think it ment anything to him but it ment the world to me.
Even if he feels nothing now it doesn't mean he never will. Next time I want it to last longer. Yep I just said next time. I plan on doing it again at some point as soon as possible.
Maybe my charm and good looks will get him to fall for me like I've already fallen for him.

"Ah shit." I fell again god damn it.
I look up at tweek and he sighs.
"Let me help you." He offers me his hand and I gladly accept. Just as an excuse to hold his hand of course.
He helps me up and I have to say that heels are so hard to walk in. How the hell do girls do this?
He slowly lets go of me and makes sure that I'm stable but sure enough I only take about 2 steps and am once again trying to balance myself.

So many people are looking at us like we're fucking crazy.
"Tweek" I say innocently.
"Ugh w-what you obviously want something."
"Can you hold my hand so that I can walk?"
He looks skeptical "pleeeese." I practically beg.
He rolls his eyes and sighs but offers his hand.
In my head in celebrating.

Yay. PDA.
Wohoooo.
I'm soooo fucking happy.
Yes I do have these feeling but only for Tweek shut up.
"Um what's with that f-face?" Tweek asks as we slowly walk.
"Oh nothing." I tried to get rid of the dumb smile but it won't go away.

We were getting a lot of stares and we even saw some kids from school but no one said anything.
Well accept for some old men calling us fags but that was obviously gonna happen.
"So Craig t-Truth or dare." Oh yeah he only asked once this is his second one.
"Truth." I really don't want a dumb dare.

"What's the biggest secret about yourself  that Nobody knows about?" He says with a raised eyebrow.
"Now that is a hard one." I don't even know where to start. Would it be that I have had wet dreams about him? Or maybe that I am very gay? Wait what about the fact that I have a huge crush on him? No that all makes me sound weird. Ugh I don't know.
"H-have you thought of one?"
"No I'm still thinking."

Should I just say something random or something from the heart?
"I can't sleep properly without holding onto something." I admit feeling quite embarrassed . I've never admitted that to anyone.
Last night I did try but without something I'm just not settled and I can't seem to sleep properly.
He looks at me with a shocked expression.
"Nah y-your joking."
"I'm actually not that's why it will help me tonight if you snuggle with me." I say feeling my face heat up a bit.

He looks at me with an expression I can't read. I've not seen him use it before well not on me.
It's like a genuine smile and it makes me feel all tingly.

I'm not even kidding this innocent little show of affection tonight will help me sleep better.
I guess I just feel comforted when I have something or someone to hug or snuggle with.
I used to have this weird teddy bear but then I decided that I should grow out of it, I threw it away but......
Yeah I never did grow out of the habit. I sometimes steal some of my sisters toys.
Shut up.Craig Tucker does have weak spots.

"Well Craig I-If you behave well I wouldn't mind anytime you want to snuggle we can." Tweek offers.
I can feel a smile creep up on my face.
Yesss.
"I'll behave."
"Deal" he puts out his hand that's not holding mine and we shake on it.
"Deal"
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