Animal or human (book 2)

Chapter 1

Jackson's POV

It was cold, it was so cold, the air seemed to feel like a cold flame, burning my skin, burning my entire body. The air was cold, and the metal table I was tied to wasn't helping. It had been a week since I left Mia, since I left everything behind. It was difficult to Adjust as well as painful. Gorge had kept his word, but the only thing that really bothered me was the torture, but Gorge promised after a certain amount of it, I would be strong, and it would no longer effect me. He said that after that point I would grow to love it, to crave it and I was taking his word for it, cause after all, it was the only thing I had left.

Gorge and I surprisingly worked well together, I wasn't ever locked up in a disgusting room and I had full freedom of the whole building. The guards were also under my control, well second to Gorge that is. I was fed well, with the finest raw meat, Gorge treated me like his best friend, like a mans best friend, like a dog. But I had grown used to it, I actually enjoyed it. Unfortunately I had to wear a collar, but it was 1000 times better than the last, it was made especially for me. It was comfortable, it wasn't big or bulky and it actually looked pretty good on me, it kinda looked like a choaker that girls wear around their necks.

It was dark black and thin, it was strong as well as stylish. I also didn't have to wear the grey clothes that Mia and I had to last time. I was given dark black jeans and a bright red shirt. They were skin tight like the other ones as well, the jeans were tight but the shirt left a bit of room. Frankly I thought the clothing was comfortable. Gorge had refused to give me shoes but that was fine by me. He said it was strange for dogs to wear shoes, and besides i found it more relaxing anyway.

Gorge also has been teaching me how to fight properly, using my wolf and my abilities to the fullest. He has me doing all sorts of exercises to gain strength, though after a week, I'm not sure if it has done anything. Gorge keeps telling me "it takes time, just be patient and keep training, you'll become stronger." I don't know why, but since coming back I've felt a strong sense of loyalty towards Gorge, I didn't know why, all I knew is that I would do anything for him, and do whatever he asks.

I laid still on the cold table, I knew I wouldn't be able to break free of the metal restraints so I just didn't bother trying to get out of them, I mean why would I, this torture of his is helping me, so that means I have to embrace it.
"Shall we begin?" Gorge asked, holding a sharp knife in his hands. Gorge still wore his white lab coat, and his bald head seemed to match it.

I nodded my head calmly, I needed to except it, embrace it, become one. Gorge looked down at me before slicing through my leg through my jeans. It didn't matter if my clothes were ruined, Gorge always seemed to have an unlimited amount. I yelped in pain, after about a second I bit my lip to stop myself from screaming. I had to do this, I had to get stronger.

After Gorge has made the cut, I could already feel it starting to heal, he continued to cut my body, all over he sliced through my skin. After a while he would grow bored and change to something else. He changed to the hammer and started crushing my bones. I screamed in pain and agony, I couldn't help it, it was just excruciating.

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"Well, your getting better." Gorge said while packing up the torture devices. I sat up, the restraints were off and I had free roam again. I looked down at my clothes, they were torn, and looked like they had been partly shredded. There was blood soaked into them in some places and they were wet from sweat. Although it was freezing, being in pain and being tortured really makes you sweat.

"Yeah." I said not really believing it, "Well I should go get changed" I continued, jumping off of the table and headed for the door. I often missed Mia and my Mum, but I had pushed them to the deepest parts of my brain. I had to focus on things here, this was my new life, the faster I excepted that, the better.