8:30pm
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It was a half hour till nine and we were done eating, dishes washed, and sitting on the couch laid up playing 21 questions.
"Alright your turn," I say.
"What's.. your top five musicians?" He asks.
"Living or dead?" I ask making him smirk.
"Yeah living or dead," He laughs making me laugh.
"MJ, TLC, Aaliyah, Jodeci, Tupac."
"Forreal?" He widens his eyes.
"Yeah, I mean im a nineties baby so I grew up on all that. Alright my turn, what's the most embarrassing moment you've had?" I ask making him laugh.
"I got A LOT!" He laughs more, "believe it or not.." He adds, "But uhm, there was this one time where I was at this festival right? And this girl had came up to me and just started filming me and was like 'I wanna give you this plate' like.." He trails off as both of us start laughing.
"Outta nowhere she was like handing you a plate?" I laugh.
"With my face on it and I said 'I'm gonna give it to my moms', and then shorty just stands there all awkward and shit and I'm trying not to laugh Ferg and Tyler fucking crying as she's talking to me and shit.." He trails off laugh making me laugh more.
"Was it microwaveable?" I ask making him laugh.
"Yeah, it was microwaveable. Yo that shit was funny as hell.. I had mad fun that day though. But aight so, what's one place you've always wanted to go to?" He asks.
"I got a couple but, Cebu Island.. I seen pictures of it and now I been feining to go," I chuckle, "What about you?"
"Galapagos Islands, I don't know why but I wanna visit," He chuckles, "Aight.." He sighs looking me up and down.
"What?" I smirk looking down at his lips and then back up to his eyes.
Weak by SWV had come on seemingly making the mood change. It grew affection between us in that moment. Lord that man is so fine. He had those big brown piercing eyes. The way he smelt attracted me to him. The way his hand rubbed up and down my leg as we talked. And the way he would only look at me and only me.
He puts his arm on the couch as we both lean into each other before kissing. His other hand travels up to my lower back as my left hand holds his cheek.
I stand up and hold out my hand leading him up the stairs to my room. I close the door behind me and dim down the lights. We start kissing again making our way to the bed where he then sat and leaned back as he watched me take off my shirt. I sit on his lap before he grabs my waist leaning me on top of him.
"You sure?" He asks moving my hair out my face.
"Yeah," I say lowering my tone.
I was positive. I was on birth control and we were using condoms. So, me getting pregnant was like a 25% chance.
June 21, 2019
5:00am
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Last night was a movie. I mean, he was hands down best sex I've ever had. That was the type of sex that made you feel like you was FOR SURE you were gonna end up pregnant.
But now the sun rises and reality sets in. I had to work again today and had to be in at seven so I got up early to get dressed and ready.
"Good morning," Rakim groans sitting up before smiling at me in the bathroom.
"Good morning," I smile walking over to sit on the edge of my bed.
"You gotta go to work?" He asks before I kiss him.
"Yeah, gotta be in at seven."
"C'mon let me take you," He says getting up out the bed.
"Unh unh, don't you have to go to work? Studio and meetings?" I ask watching him go to the bathroom.
"That's later on though, c'mon I kinda always wanted to see what ya job look like.." He laughs making me laugh.
"Well we got time, we can go to your house and you can shower and change and all that," I suggest.
- flash forward - we went to his house and he showered and got dressed and we waited for a car to come get us to bring me to work.
"This is it?" He asks looking out the window.
"Mhmm, c'mon I have ten minutes to clock in we gotta go!" I laugh hurrying him out the car.
"Okay Okay!" He laughs opening the door and letting me out.
"ASAP ROCKY!" Someone yells before a mob of people stop and look at us.
We run into the building before anybody had the chance to come up to us.
"Good morning Aaliyah," The girls at the front desk smile and greet me.
"Good Morning!" I wave smiling as I quickly walk pass them.
"Oh my god is that Asap Rocky?" One of them says.
"Hi how you doing?" Rakim says smiling at them.
"It is! Oh my gosh!" They laugh making us laugh.
As we walk through the hospital, everyone mumbled to themselves and others. Literally everyone turned heads and broke necks as we walked to my office.
"Damnnnn! Doctor A-L-M-A-N-ZAR!" Rakim laughs as I threw on my coat and put on my stethoscope.
"How I look?" I smile turning around.
"You look good babe.Professional looking." He says smiling, "You so short though like damn."
"Alrightttt!" I roll my eyes making him laugh, "Listen what time is your first meeting?" I ask as I sat down to do some paperwork.
"At twelve."
"You really wanna be here?" I laugh making him laugh.
"I mean, I do hate hospitals but this ya job and I wanna see what you do all day when we're both working."
"You wanna see what I do? Okay.. suit up, you're about to be my little assistant for the few hours you're free," I laugh making him laugh, "Nah I'm deadass though. C'mon."
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