~𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒~ {TikTok boy fanfiction}

Chapter 9

I woke up in Jackson's arms. I slowly moved them off of me and stood up to head to the bathroom. Of course I got pulled back down by my waist.
M- Jacksonnnn
J- yes?
M- I need to go get ready we're leaving for the bus in an hour
J- but ion want you to go:(
M- ik babe
He squeezed me and I kissed him
I stood back up and walked away
J- ughhhhhhhh
M- babe what's wrong
J- come back love
Ugh that name makes me feel so weak😫
M- babe I have to get ready
He pouted
I walked into the bathroom took a shower, brushed my teeth, yk the basics. I changed into this-

I walked out of the bathroom but I couldn't find Jackson. I walked over to the bed and got arms wrapped around my waist pulling me onto the bed
I giggled
M- Jackson stoppp
A- Jackson?
M- oh hi babe
A-you look so hot in this dress omg
M- Anthony😕
A- I'm sorry I'll try to control myself
M- okk babe I'm gonna go see the others
A- I'll come
We both walked over to griffins room and everyone else was in there. They all said hey. We still had about half an hour until the bus came because there was traffic so we were all bored.
{y'all already should kno the people but now there's p-Payton,y- yewsif and just pretend the rest aren't here}
M- I'm boredddd
P- let's play something
V- like what
P- idk
G- let's play like a party game or smt
N- yea like kiss marry kill or truth or dare or something
M- omg that should be a tradition for your every night we do a different party game at each hotel
Y- YES
A-word
Ch-so down
Ck- bet
V-you already know I'm ready
P-duh
Jf- I'm in if madis in
M- duhh
Jh-yea if madis in I'm in
G- so we're all down
Everyone agreed
M- so are we gonna wait to play until we get to the other hotel tonight or what cuz we only have like two minutes until the bus gets here
G- yea I guess
N- so what are we playing the first night I'll make a list on my phone🤠
M- omg noen Ily😭
N- :)
V- how about 7 minutes in Heaven
Everyone agreed some people were kinda iffy but it all worked out
We left to get on the bus and I sat with chase h cuz he wanted cuddles. Tomorrow I was gonna wit with Jaden. Then after Jackson. Then noen. Then griffin. Idek there was a whole schedule😭 ofc noen made it.
This bus ride was only gonna be about an hour long and I expected to sleep most of the time. Chase wanted to sit in the back by the other chase and avani I wasn't complaining. Chase was already back there and I started to walk to the back when Jackson pulled me into his seat.
M- what do you think your doing sir
J- I need to talk to you
M- uhm about what
J- last night... us
M- Jackson... :(
J- you don't like me do you gosh I'm so stupid
M- no Jackson that's not it I- I like you a lot but I also have feelings for a few other guys as of rn and I really don't want to sound like a hoe but I can't help it. I like you a lot like more than most of the boys but still I- I don't think I'm ready for a relationship right now

I really wanted a relationship with him but I couldn't. I didn't know what would happen. My ex made me feel this way-

Now let me tell you a little about my ex. His name was Jacob. Jacob sartorius(idk if I spelled that right butttt). I dated him for about two years like 8 months ago it ended because I couldn't take it anymore. At first he was the best boyfriend I could ever ask for. He would open doors for me, buy me flowers when I was upset, you name it he did it. About a year into dating him he started to verbally and mentally abuse me. He would call me awful names and make me feel like the worst person ever. He made it seem like him doing that was my fault. After about 6 months of him doing that I finally got the courage to fight back. The night I did that for the first time ever he hit me. I had a huge red mark across my face and couldn't go out anywhere. I didn't tell anyone because I felt like I was going to be judged for it. Ever since that night he did awful things to me. Things I don't even want to speak of. A few times I even found him cheating. I finally told someone and they helped me out of that relationship. It was Sanaa. That's why she's my best friend now. We really bonded after that. It was too late to send him to jail and anyways I didn't have any proof that he did it but I didn't really care I was just glad he was finally out of my life.

{no hate to Jacob btw he just looks the part- thank you for reading:) word count-910 ok byeeee🤠}