Chapter 23

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I quickly packed and kissed and hugged chase one more time and we headed back down to griffins room.
Jf- you guys were packing together?
Ch- YUP
I just smiled and sat by Anthony at the table in the room. He grabbed my thigh under the table and squeezed. I whimpered quietly making him grin.
O- so Madi when should we go shopping we only have two more hours until your bus leaves
Anthony started to rub my thigh all the way up to my area which made me squirm.
M- UH maybe in like 30 minutes
O- sounds good to me
G- y'all wanna play a game
Anthony somehow unzipped my pants without anyone hearing and stuck his hand down them.
A- don't we play games at night
He inserted not one not two but three fingers slowly going in and out
G- yea but we can play one now before they go and another at night
I moaned a little trying to hold it in so I just worked it into a sentence
M- UGH YEA I mean sounds good to me
He started going faster
O- Madi are you good
M- f fine I'm fine
I pulled his hand out of my pants and zipped them back up. I gave him a dirty look which made him chuckle.
G- so what game should we do
O- idk but make it good cuz I won't be at the party with you tonight
Griffin frowned
O- it's ok baby we'll see each other sometime soon
V- let's play something like truth or undress
P- girl you are not innocent but I'm in
M- nope she's not but neither am I so I'm down
Y- yk what same tho
A- y'all already know
Jh- yup
Jf- down
N- ok ig
Ch- bettt
Ck- word
S- I'm so down
O- duh
G- I'm down if she's down
Everyone agreed in the long run
M- ok everyone has to pick dirty questions tho we aren't big lame here
Everyone agreed
G- ok who first
Jh- I'll go, Madi I'm asking you
I looked at him and smiled
Jh- have you ever sexted someone
My face got red
M- yea🌝
Everyone looked shocked
V- I told y'all she's not innocent
Everyone laughed
M- ok ok move on
O- griffin lemme ask u
G- go on
O- who was your best partne-
G- you
M- 🤭
A- y'all-
Jf- I-
V- OOP
P- no way
Jh- ouuu
S- you dirty dog
N- 😵
Griffin and olivia laughed everyone was shocked
M- lemme guess it was after we played the game last night
O- how'd u kno
M- y'all locked the door after we all left I know that move
G- omg Madi
M- sorryyy
N- I'm going, avani how many people on this tour have you hooked up with so far
V- y'all don't worry it's still 1 person
M- not usual of you that person must be special
I winked at payton and he smiled
Jf- Madi how many people did you hook up with on this tour so far
M- I-
I got red
M- uhm
Jf- answer me
Y- what kind of hookup like full 9 or like just touching
Jf- anything at all fingers, mouth, full 9
A- chill man
M- uh I'm gonna go pack
Jf- you just packed answer the question
M- ok.. I think 3🥺
Jf- THREE? WHO? WHEN? WTF MADI
M- Jackson I'm sorry!
Jf- YOU DONT LOVE ME YOUR A HOE
A- HEY DONT CALL HER THAT
S- JACKSON YOU BETTER STEP OFF HER
jh- DONT START JACKSON ITS ALREADY HARD HOLDING MYSELF BACK IN GENERAL
Ch- SHES NOT A HOE
Jf- SHE PROLLY HAD SEX WITH ALL OF YOU
I started to cry
V- Jackson stop
Jf- NO BECUASE IM IN LOVE WITH HER AND I GOT MANIPULATED INTO THINKING SHE WAS IN LOVE WITH ME TOO
M- I DO LOVE YOU JACKSON PLEASE BELIEVE ME I TOLD YOU I WANTED A BREAK BECUASE YOU WERE GETTUBG READY TO CHEAT SO DONT EVEN BLAME ME
Jf- madi
M- NO AT LEAST I TOLD YOU WE WERE TAKING A BREAK BEFORE I DID ANYTHING MAYBE US NOT BEING TOGETHER IS FOR THE BEST
I started to cry more and ran out of the room
Jf- Madi please listen to me
Jf- Madi dont go
Jf- MADI PLEASE
he fell to the ground before I left and I looked him in his eyes and ran out
I went to the bottom floor and walked out the hotel. Tears were still falling down my face. I went to a little coffee shop I found a few blocks away from the hotel. I got a coffee and sat in the corner. My eyes were red and puffy. I started thinking. I am a hoe and I feel so bad but at least I broke up with him before even trying. I do still love him. Maybe this tour wasn't the best decision. I put my phone down and kept thinking I guess I kind have zoned out becuase.. "Madi" I heard a voice. I looked up to see Sam. I looked back down. He sat by me and wiped my cheeks. I looked into his eyes
S- Madi what happened everyone's been looking for you for the past 30 minutes
M- I've been out that long
S- yea everyone was so worried
He got out his phone
M- no
S- ?
M- I need some time without them.. please
S- ok Madi whatever you think is going to make you better but we need to get back within the next like hour.
M- that's fine but please stay with me
S- I will take you anywhere you wanna go
I smiled
M-idkkk
S- well then I'm taking you somewhere special
M- whereeee
S- I'm not telling you
We left the coffee shop and walked a little he brought me to a backroad it looked lowkey sketchy
M- are you gonna kill me
He chuckled
S- wasn't planning on it
I laughed
He covered my eyes and we walked somewhere rocky.
S- are you ready
M- as I'll ever be
He slowly took his hands off my eyes. He was behind me and I looked up to see the ocean. There was a beach and we were up on rocks right over it. (Like there were really big rocky areas where we were sitting and it was at the edge of the beach yk)
I gasped
M- wow
S- d do you like it or is it not enough or too much or-
M- it's perfect
I turned around and hugged him he was tense at first but he eased up and wrapped his arms around me tightly.
S- I'm glad you like it
*like 15 minutes later*
We were sitting watching the water and talking.
M- why didn't we get to know each other sooner
S- idk I wish we would've
M- your different from, everyone else
S- is that a good thing
M- it's a great thing
He smiled
S- your special Madi I can tell
M- can I tell you something
S- tell me everything
M- if you insist... ok so I broke up with Jackson you know becuase he was about to cheat and it's kind of like I keep.. forgetting. I keep seeing past that in Jackson. I'm so in love with him but I'm a 15 year old girl am I not supposed to have fun without having major priorities like a serious relationship. It's not that I don't want one because I do but I want to have fun before anything serious. And he knows that but  it's like he doesn't understand we're on a break and I feel bad I really do but I shouldn't. I told him about this. I want to party like any other 15 year old girl and not feel bad about it. Am I in the wrong?
S- your far from the wrong
M- thank you
S- actually my ex was like that she always wanted to be serious and I wanted to enjoy my years as a teen before having to settle down as an adult. It's like we couldn't ever have fun
M- seriously it's like what's the rush
S- tell me more
M- ok how do I say this without you thinking I'm a hoe
S- your not a hoe Madi we all have our moments
M- ok... I had sex with chase when I said I was packing and Anthony fingered me in the hotel room under the table when we were about to play the game. Gosh I'm such a clown they just want me for sex. I'm a hoe I'm such a ho-
S- stop talking bad about yourself Madi your perfect. Your not a hoe we all have moments.
M- 🥺
S- seriously Madi it's ok one time I had sex with three different people in the same day
M- really
He explained and we were laughing and having a great time. Sam got a text from griffin telling him to come back and asking if he found anything and I got my phone out.

{word count- 1536🤠 wrote a little too much oops}

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