~𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒~ {TikTok boy fanfiction}

Chapter 38

I started to freak out what am I gonna do?! I'll wait until Sanaas home to tell her in person... or should I tell her now. NO IM GONNA WAIT. It's better that way. I decided to text her asking where she was.
Madi- who's house are you at

I got up and grabbed a water bottle and an orange. I checked my phone and I didn't get a text back. Idk who she was with but if she doesn't answer in the next like 10 minutes I'm going to dinner w my other friends.

Of course ten minutes passed without an answer. So I texted her again
Madi- aii well y'all r obviously busy I'm going out to dinner with Jenna, Daniel, hunter, and Adam. Jenna and Daniel were dating. Hunter used to be my crush but he was more of my best friend because we never dated. And Adam... well we dated for two years. When we were 13 we started to "talk" then after awhile we started to "date". After about a year when we were 14 we actually dated and we held out until a few months before I left for tour. I still love him I really do I don't think I will stop he was my first real boyfriend but I need to move on. He was the football player I was the cheerleader/dancer. Everything was perfect until I started to get fans and everything changed. We could never be separated usually like the honeymoon phase never ended in our relationship. Then when I started to get fans I had to go to meet and greets all the time. He was never really into social media. It got to the point where we stopped seeing each other as often and he even stopped walking me to classes. He started walking some other girl named Reagan to classes. She had all the same classes as him and so did I except for one. It was like I wasn't even dating him anymore so I talked to him.

*flashback*
M- Adam please tell me what's going on
I was balling my eyes out
Adam- I don't know what you mean
M- don't act dumb you know exactly who and what I'm talking about
Adam- Madi please
M- no don't even all you care about is Reagan now. Would you rather be with her because she obviously would rather you be with her.
Adam- Madi I don't like her I love you I swear
M- what happened Adam
Adam- YOU GOT FAMOUS AND EVERYTHING ENDED UP BEING ABOUT YOUR FANS YOU PRETTY MUCH GHOSTED ALL YOUR FRIENDS DOWN HERE you stopped talking to me as much madi I'm hurt I don't know what I'm doing I'm sorry please believe me
M- Adam I cant do this
Adam- what do you mean
M- Adam I love you but...
Adam- dont do this madi come on you know I would never do anything to hurt you I love you I promise!
M- I think it's best if we break up I'm so sorry
I wiped my tears and he started to cry
Adam- dont do this Madi I love you I promise
M- Adam... I'm sorry I really am I love you so much but I think we need a break or something
Adam- but...
I kissed his forehead and walked away regretting everything I've done on social media in the past 6 months. I looked back to see him standing there crying in the hallway by himself. I turned back and cried more.
*flashback over*

I hoped everything was good between us. I was going to try and get over him tonight but that was going to be hard. On tour I lowkey thought I got over him but I guess it's hard to stop loving your first love.  Jenna and Sanaa and I used to be a squad until Sanaa and I got famous then I guess jenna and Sanaa stopped talking completely and Jenna never came with us anywhere when it came to social media and fans. Anyways I got a text from the groupchat telling us what's happening.
*the groupchat*
Jennaa🤪💀- Adams gonna pick Madi up then Daniel and I cuz he's at my house rn
Me- okk just don't get prego before dinner
daniel🥴- AHAHAHAHHAHA
Adam💔- I'm on my way Madi
Me- ok:)

Oh yea and before I forget Adam took my virginity:)

I waited for a few minute then I heard a honk outside just like I used to when he would take me on surprise dates:( I really do miss him. I was wearing this by the way-

I grabbed my bag and my phone and ran outside to his car.
Adam- hey beautiful
M- hi:)
It got really awkward after that and we just didn't talk
Adam- I missed you
M- I missed you too..
A Adam- listen Madi I know you prolly don't wanna hear this but I do still like you a lot and I cut off aReagan and everything I just miss you so much
M- I know Adam I miss you a lot too but I'm not staying here for longer than a week I still have more phases of tour to go on
Adam- I understand but I have a deal to make with you
M- ?
Adam- you only have a few more days here I want one full day with you. Only me and you and you don't have to do anything but join me just like the old times
I giggled
M- and what do I get out of this?!
Adam- excuse me my charm and love
I laughed
M- deal
He smiled and we were already at Jenna's house and Daniel got into the car. Jenna and I sat in the back and Daniel and Adam sat in the front. We caught up for awhile and I guess we were going to go to Panera bread. That's my favorite place to eat at. We got there and ate nothing good happened really we just talked about random stuff like the olden days. A few fans came up to me but nothing else really happened. I got driven home after a few hours. I had so much fun I didn't even check my phone half the time. When I walked inside I saw I had TONS of missed calls from Sanaa.

I got inside the house and called her. She answered right away
S- im so stupid
M- huh
S- I'm walking back to your house now I'll explain then
M- ok I'll see you soon

After about ten minutes she walked inside her face all puffy and her eyes bloodshot like she cried for weeks.
M- what's wrong
S- I made a big mistake
M- what do you mean are you ok
S- im such a slut
She started balling and fell into my arms.
I led her to the couch and laid her down and sat on the chair next to her
M- now explain
S- ok but you can't be mad
M- I won't
S- Kyle texted me and told me he wanted to talk to I got an Uber to his house and we talked and I hooked up with him....

{ok that's enough for now:) Adam is my crush in real life's name and bro he's just so adorable. K anyway word count- 1235🤠k bye}