What If You Were In The Avengers?

Imortal: (Steve x reader)

A/N: this one wasnt great. Short and rubbish. It started out as a Bucky x reader. But I changed my mind last minute. It wasnt really going anywhere so I just ended it. Its non romantic.

You winced as you saw Peggy burst into tears. Your own eyes were watering but you refused to let anyone see you cry. You'd lost your two best friends. Bucky and Steve were dead, and you felt like your heart had been ripped from your chest.

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The reckless fighting got you caught by Hydra. Experimented on you were now immortal and a shapeshifter. Hydra couldn't control you by wiping your mind, so instead they I injected you with a chip, that they administered pain should you ever try and leave.

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(Present day)

"Hey Bucky." Altough you were happy your friend wasn't dead, and you could see him every day. He didnt remember you for you. And only as the assassin Hydra created. Therefore you couldnt talk about Steve.

You were still broken, and therefore complainant to Hydra. You figured out, you could withstand the pain for quite a long time. But what was the point? Get to shield, kill the people they wanted you to kill? Every thing was the same they were just on a different 'sides'. And besides here you had Bucky.

"Hi Y/n." You sat down opposite your friend, hopelessness taking over you again you'd had a vivid dream about Steve and you wanted to talk about him badly. But last time you'd said anything, Bucky had tried to kill you. "We have another mission." You nodded absent mindedly. "Captain America is back."

You gaped, looking up. "What do you mean back?" Bucky laughed.

"I know, he was better dead right?" You gave a weak smile, "Anyway the ice he crashed the ship in persevered his body. Sheild got him out. His back on the team. So were going out to make sure he stays dead." Your hands were shaking but you tried to hide it.

"Great," was all you could say. Bucky frowned.

"You okay?" You nodded. "You look ill."

"I didnt sleep." You lied. He nodded he reached over the table and took your hand. He squeezed it tight. "I'm glad I have you Buck." You said, almost in apology for what you were going to do. You couldnt hurt Steve, or Bucky.

"You too Y/n." You smiled.

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The nerves were getting to you. You were dressed in your black suit, the Hydra symbol on the back. Bucky had his face covered but you didnt. You needed steve to recognise you for your plan to work. You bent over and threw up again. Bucky frowned as he moved your hair. You wiped your mouth and stood up. Bucky didn't say anything.

"Come on," his mind switched and he turned into the killing machine, and not your best friend. You followed him and spotted the car. You stayed back and let Bucky deal with it. Doubts filling your mind. Then you ran. Bucky was going to kill him.

"Steve!" You cried. He turned to face you, his mouth dropping open. "Bucky please wait!" You called out. "I want to do this." You said carefully. "There's another one on the bridge." Bucky reluctantly followed you instructions.

"Y/n....your alive. You should be older....." you winced as the pain started.

"Look, steve I dont have long. When you 'died' I thought I'd lost everything. I fought recklessly got caught by Hydra. They experimented on me. I'm immortal and I can shape shift. They put this pain chip in me, to force me to do their bidding. But I can withstand it for a while."

"Why havent you left?" Steve said stepping forward.

"What's was the point? Get to sheild, become their assassin. And besides Hydra have Bucky. He's not dead. But they wiped his memory. He hates you, and who I was. I stay there because I'm with him." You groaned. Steve caught you as you wavered.

"Listen Steve, now your alive. I'll leave. We can break Bucky out after. But you have to to talk to Nick Fury. Tell him everything I told you. I'm going to let you escape. We'll be sent after you again so have an answer ready. If he can take my chip out and let me stay as an agent there then I'll go. If not...."

You groaned. You flung your arms round steve. "I missed you." He smiled into your hair.

"I missed you too Y/n."

"Go." You muttered. He looked back at you as he ran. You turned to the floor finding a metal rod. As he glanced back once more, you saluted then knocked yourself out. He winced for you but kept going.

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"We cant let him escape this time." Bucky said as you climbed over some rocks.

"Agreed. I take him or I'm not coming back." You said, all too truthfully. Bucky nodded his agreement. You walked turning the needle over and over in your pocket out of sight.

"There," Bucky said. You saw him too.

"YES OR NO!" you shouted. Steve looked up smirking.

"YES." Bucky frowned.

"I know you dont remember, but when ever a fight happened when we were younger, we'd always ask him yes or no to whether he'd fight. Thought he might back out?" Bucky shrugged.

You hugged him, slipping the needle into his neck. "I'm sorry. I'll get you back I promise." He fell unconscious. The pain started straight away. You ran towards steve.

"Hey," he said softly. "You okay?" You nodded, panting slightly. "Come on, Nick sent a car." You screamed out as the worst wave of pain yet hit you. They knew what you were doing. You climbed in the car. Fury looked worried.

"Should I be concerned? How long can you go before you attack us?" You bit your lip.

"I'd die before I hurt Steve." Steve smiled warmly at you. You put your head in his shoulder and tried to breath through the pain. In and out. Steve smells nice. In and out. He's hotter than you remembered. In and out. God its warm. In and out. Would Bucky be okay. In and....out you were out.

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The sound of voices woke you. Fury was talking to a nurse. Steve asleep next to your bed. "Ah, Agent Y/l/n." He smiled. You groaned. "Steve said you were willing to take the role?" You nodded.

"Only because I've heard stories about you Fury. You don't help people out of the goodness of your heart. Something has to be in it for you." He laughed.

"True enough. The chips out." You nodded. "Steve said your immortal?"

"Not like that Fury. I don't age. I can die, but I don't age. And I wont catch diseases." You added as an after thought. Steve jolted awake. "Hey Stevie."

"Y/n/n." (Your nick name) he took your hand in his. "I thought I had nothing left. Peggy, de.."

"She's alive Steve. She's ninety something now. She got married, had kids. Never got completely over you though." He nodded.

"At least your still my age?"

"I'll outlive you steve. I'll outlive everyone." He smiled sadly. "But I got you back so I'm okay." He hugged you tightly.

"Me too,"